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I think the fact that Dean tore purgatory apart looking for cas and refused to leave without him while Cas purposely stayed away from Dean to keep him safe really describes the very essence of their relationship.

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also i think it takes dean like a really really long time after they start going out to realise that he’s like. “allowed” to ask cas for comfort now and that cas would actually love it if he did. like he’s feeling bad and he’s like damn i wish cas was here to give me a kiss and then for the first time he’s like wait. i could go ask him. so he wanders out to wherever cas is like uh hey bud whatcha doing. oh me? nah nothing. hey so. uh. you don’t have to. but can i have a hug maybe. and cas is like yes of course. and deans whole life would change in that moment i think

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i genuinely do feel SO fuckin bad for the supernatural team. they tried so hard you guys. by the final season they were moving like that Will Smith gesturing at stuff image. they did literally everything they could to tell us that destiel was the story they were telling but because Dean ended up getting edited to just kind of stand there during the confession then immediately die by bury your gays rebar, and Cas never got mentioned again due to covid and network interference, literally ALL their hard work was for nothing. Culturally people just remember it as queerbait. Equivalent of a team going to the superbowl after 12 years and then all its players getting food poisoning and dying.

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genuinely in fucking tears over this

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okay fine I'm working on the post-12x02 'cas isn't doing well after being possessed by lucifer' fic

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experimented a bit wth coloring and artstyle n such, here’s moth angel castiel !

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sam wants to talk biblical theology and theory with cas, angel of the lord who was actually around for these events, and so sam is like what did you think about the plagues were you there what are your thoughts on divine punishment of the masses and cas is like the what?? when was this? and Sam is like 1550 BC and cas is like oh that was the year i talked to A LOT of locusts Ha ha :^)

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sad reality of the fanfic-to-published work economy is that the weirdest people are willing to do it. that's why there's now hundreds of shitty no plot cishet hate-to-love enemies-to-lovers books that are ex reylo fanfic. and it's not even good. that's because the people who wrote book-quality steve/bucky and kirk/spock fic are too normal to think to themselves "i should get this porn published". they're too busy working in local government offices

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Khaleesi of the Great Grass Sea

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yall wanna send me screenshots of a spn episode where i redraw the characters as supernatural ponies soooo bad

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let god grant us a pope who doubts.

once again my favorite movie of the year has gone home without a best picture oscar and i am once AGAIN making it everyone's problem

instagram / inprnt

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Hey ya'll, so remember this? Yeah well, I wrote something for it

It's called "Promise to Love Me"

I can't guarantee it's good, I've never written something like this before so I'm kinda going balls to the wall

We'll make it up as we go

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do you guys ever lament what could have been if the fuckening cw hadn't forced supernatural to switch over to digital video and make everything brighter?

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Part 11 of "Back the Future" AU

You'd think retirement would've made S16 Dean rusty, but you can't really unlearn certain things

There's always work to be done and monsters to kill. Dean knows that, has always known that, and he knows he needs to have Sammy's back, even when he's a soulless bitch

So when a case lands on their lap (Mysterious disappearances and kidnappings), Dean finds himself falling back into certain... behaviors

The Mark of Cain may be gone, his time in hell may be a distant memory, but the scars they left behind still run deep, deeper than bone.

There is no lust for blood

only residual anger that carries him

Sam witnesses Dean at his worst a lot earlier. He was expecting to tease his older older brother about being rusty and slow

Never did he think Dean would move in such violent ways, staring at danger and death with wide eyes and a sickening determination to finish what was started

The most interesting part was watching Dean get punched and blink away the impact like it was nothing

The aftermath was just as fascinating, as Dean stands over the corpses of monsters he's slain with a rusty axe. Sam keeps his mouth shut when they salt and burn the bodies and merely observes Dean as if he is an entirely different person. Different from the brother he grew up with, and definitely different from the happy, jolly man he came back as

Though Sam does cringe when Cas arrives from Dean's prayer and watches his not-brother-brother act all mushy and sweet with the angel

Castiel is merely confused, while Dean insists they should hug after he gets healed up

Sam thinks Dean let himself get punched

Part1 || Part2 || Part3 || Part4 || Part5 || Part6 || Part7 || Part8 || Part9 || Part10 || Part11 || Part 12 || Part13

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