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Yikes

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uh oh! owner's being sued for worker abuse! get out the boop meter so everybody forgets

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no but seriously imagine it

you're at the last tit show and right when you think it ends dan says he has a surprise as he gets down on one knee and proposes to phil on stage. and if it couldn't get any better, my chemical romance and fall out boy walk on stage singing welcome to the black parade

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My god, you cant possible imagine HOW MUCH i love her, DAAANGGIT😭😭😭

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Just wanted to point out that all the girls are holding themselves in these vanity fair photos—

—except for Misty and Natalie.

I have different theories on why, obviously in Natalie’s case her older self is dead (big rip) so it’s a slight allusion to that missing piece of herself, her future.

But what about Misty? Her younger self isn’t even framed as sitting next to her older self, but instead peeking out from behind. In the other photo of the two Mistys, her older self is seen staring at us while her younger self looks towards her.

Van’s close up shot also does this, but there’s a… clear difference in the framing.

Van is looking at us, just like Misty, but her younger self is looking at her in awe. She doesn’t look curious, or even a little frightened like Misty does, instead she is fully accepting of this older version of herself.

I think this framing of all the girls (save for Misty and Natalie) represents how they have somewhat come to terms with this dark part of themselves. They (in the framing) treat themselves with almost a motherly touch, especially in Lottie’s and Tai’s cases. They have accepted they were scared, hungry children, who more than anything needed a loving embrace from someone who could understand their own individual pain, and who better to do that than themselves?

But not Misty. Her older self is closed off, unwilling to give her younger self this comfort she needs. She doesn’t accept the guilt she feels for what she did in the wilderness, no matter how much she makes it out like she’s fine. She is still holding on to her pain as deserved, not something she needs comforting for. It’s as if she knows her younger self was doing the violence out of a lust for it, not survival. But young Misty doesn’t see it this way— she only sees a survivor. She’s almost posed as a voyeur, like this look into the future she’s being allowed is something she knows she isn’t supposed to see, yet she can’t stop.

And Natalie… is hugging herself, because her older self never, ever, accepted the pain she inflicted out there.

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In a truck stop bathroom washing my hands today and 2 boys, looked about 5 and 9, came in with their little sister who looked maybe 2. The following whispered conversation made my entire day

"We have to wait, there's a lady in here!"

"That's not a lady, he has a mustache! We can be in here!"

"Some ladies have mustaches! And she has boobs!"

"Well some guys have boobs! Like Uncle Jake!"

"Uncle Jake is fat!"

At this point I could not contain a chuckle and both whirled around with identical looks of panic on their faces. I smiled and said "it's alright for you guys to be in here so your sister has help, don't worry. And I'm both! That's why I have boobs and a mustache. Some folks are just built that way"

(In unison) "Ooooooh!"

(older boy) "So do you use Sir or Ma'am or both?"

"Both, but I prefer Sir"

"Cool! Well thanks Sir! We have to help our sister now!"

This was in a small town country truck stop and both boys had "Murica" type stuff on and neither of them had any issue at all with these concepts. Their mom approached me while I was in line about 10 minutes later and apologized for them bothering me in the bathroom (they had told her about the interaction) and she and I had a lovely little chat too. I got to introduce her to the term "intersex" and her reply was "I think I've heard of that before! I didn't know that was the word for it. Amazing how many different ways God can make people!"

Sometimes the world is good. More often than you might think, if you give it a chance. It's not all bad loves <3

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Finally got around to working on some concepts for my role swap AU. Feat. newtopian delegate's assistant Anne, criminal on the run Marcy, and farm girl with anger issues Sasha.

Please please please take a look at the details in Marcy's bow! I gave it special attention 🥰

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you* *boops you*

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The ideas of Vi being a butch woman who loves her boobs and spends forever perfecting her smokey eye and of her being transmasc with top surgery and short scraggly facial hair can and do coexist in my mind

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im rewatching arrow and legends of tomorrow and im not sure there has ever been a sexier character than sara lance. as sexy as i say everyone else is, they're not as sexy as sara.

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has this been done yet

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i

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“I’ll get better” - Gerard Way

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“Caitvi season 2 prediction” by Loumakesspice on X

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The sheer amount of pride flags in Van’s video store/house is SENDING ME