scarlettrothenbach

[scarlettrothenbach]

I see the devil in me, he's in all of you

It's no joke. 

There are things I've seen, that you just can't explain, or even joke.

There isn't anything else to say, except we all go home some day. But will you be there dressed and waiting, or is that a little bit complicated today?

Maybe some of the time,you get on your knees and just pray. Cause when somebody dies, and you don't have anything to say. It's not the end of the world, it won't be happening here today.

When you keep looking for signs, then your brain has no choice but to read. 

And when the plastic is burnt cause you messed up your friends in the head

You shouldn't be scared when they all

Wish you were just dead.

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Neskowin Bay by Jan Bell

Source

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Been taking photos as I walk in the mornings, and just in general if I see cool things.

This is the Mississippi River, and it feels like home being near it. More photos to come soon! If you've never been I whole heartedly recommend coming out to the Quad Cities

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So here we are

At the wall

We've tamed the drug

That creates a debt, on the soul of everyone who creates the toll.

Opioids are the cancer of earth.

One man's sin, is a collection cup

Inside the core of the next man's brain

What is a hole, but a void that sucks in anything to numb the great constant pain.

People are born addicted to the substances their parents used. 

This secret is one that Lies with a spirit that I have named Scarlett.

Inside of that spirit. Is Grace. Embers. 

And sparks.

A great fire in a northern sky

Lights up the soul

But if that soul has Fire, Water, Air, and Earth.

The next phase is creating AETHER.

A spark so bright that the Embers and trails light up and create a new shade of blue, and a different shade of red, mixed together.

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Look at those beautiful eyes

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There are more times than not

That I second guess where I am

What was I just? Where is ? Why am I?

Hey are we still going? Did I do anything wrong?

The darkness of that tent is in my conscience

The worry of where I am is still in my heart

Most nights I sleep and I'm just in there

Consumed by darkness

Never to be set free

Slowly finding light, but it won't ever be shining from you again.

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7:18 AM 11/23/2022

The thought of a possibility that we see each other again, has me terrified.

I am telling myself to breathe

I feel sick, because I still feel you.

I don't hate anything or anyone, but what I do hate is that I feel like meat .

That I am only necessary for a moment .

The butcher hacks open another carcass

The meat knows it's worth

And it's more than you could ever bargain for

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I didn't write this it's just relatable

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If I remember today, all is good for I know what I did and what it meant

If I remember last week, all is good for I know what I did and what it meant

If I remember the first day we met, and everything you wore and everything we did, all is good for I know what I did and what it meant

Since I remember that day, that night, that entire year, the years prior, and everything in between I am not okay. And I don't think I ever was. You were just really good at hiding that from people.

But I know what you did, and What I meant.

So all is good .

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When you live everyday inside a bubble

Eventually you will attract a bee

That bee will be more vibrant and loud than you've ever seen

Sometimes the bee will land on you and walk around, it may startle you.

But the bee is just getting comfortable.

For no one calms it down like you.

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Food for thought