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i hate my body i hate my mind i want to be a boy i want to be a boy i want to be a boy. this fucking dysphoria will be the end of me. why doesnt anybody believe me even after what ive done to myself and what ive sacrificed to be a boy? i want to be seen as a boy. my heart was torn out of my body by them and instead of bandaging it up they spat on it and ripped it to shreds until i swore to never show myself again. my dysphoria will be the end of me. my dysphoria will end me

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RHBJFKNDSLRF

AND NOOOBODY KNOWS MY LOVER IS BURIEEDD IUNNDERRRGROUNDD

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i wish i was a girl so my mom would accept me

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I relapse and think nothing of it and then 5 minutes later I look at it and I'm like holy fuck

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man i sure do wish i had an answer for what little fucker running around in my brain made me like this

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what would I even say in an intro post. Hi my name is faggot and my opinions are correct all the time??

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man how i wish i wasnt triggered so goddamn easily

tell me why i just saw a comment under a video about someone sharing their story about how the second time they went to the psych ward they were 13 and it triggered me so badly

its so fucking insensitive for me to want to be worse but i want. to get worse. i dont know why. i couldnt explain a single thought inside of my head, i have no fucking idea why my brain is like this, why do i want to be worse? why do i want to rip my skin to the muscle and why havent i yet.

i turned 14 a few days ago and that rly fukcing...itched my brain idfk,,,,i want to be worse. i DONT KNWOWOWO

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im gonna fucking slice my arm open dude

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i HATE how blood dries :( like i never bring tissues or towels with me so i always have to use my shirt or unwashed 3 year old pillow to clean off the blood,,,but when i leave it forlike 4 seconds it dries up a film and its disgustinggg.....but when i take the dried film off it starts dripping so i cannot win

and if its a baby/cat scratch it will leave the smallest beads of blood and hurt like shit to scratch off the next day....uhmghfggffgggg

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SHE STABS YOU IN THE BACK ITS A SCAR TATTOOO☹️

"whats the matter" I DONT WANNA WAIT SO LOOONGGGGGGUHHHHHHHHHHHHHUIGJKGLEKDFNGKHSHJKS(trans coded alex g songs give me horrible dysphoria and also ease my soul idk how to explain it)

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why did we sleep on penelope scott her music i s rly getting t=me thr the night😞 (someone loved me someone fucking loved me someone fucking loved me and i fucking loved them too)

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SHE CARVED UR NAME IN HER CHEST ITS A SCAR TATTOO😢

"whats the matter" I DONT WANNA WAIT SO LOOONGGGGGGUHHHHHHHHHHHHHUIGJKGLEKDFNGKHSHJKS(trans coded alex g songs give me horrible dysphoria and also ease my soul idk how to explain it)

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hello to whoever made me i have some notes. why do am i a girl u mmmmm why my insides not my outsidaidessssss and why is my brain um , ,, .. like that.., ,? ????

>?????

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"whats the matter" I DONT WANNA WAIT SO LOOONGGGGGGUHHHHHHHHHHHHHUIGJKGLEKDFNGKHSHJKS(trans coded alex g songs give me horrible dysphoria and also ease my soul idk how to explain it)

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youcan make me better withyour big fat head😵‍💫

his slurred voice itches the bakc of my tongue in a way i cannot explain (╥﹏╥)

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YOU JUST BE THE FLOWER AND ILL BE THE GODDAMN BEEEEEEEEEEEEE NRGOEIHUIBFJKNLWKEJHRIUEFDJSKNLJREHFIJNKS

(the only time i stim is when im alone and listening to music bro masking is EXHAUSTING)

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THIS UNFORTUNATELY

im going to explode i need to be a cute lil scrawny boy guitar player in a punk band with like 3-4 real friends and fluffy hair and a flat chest and a deep-ish voice and and