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らんま ½ c o l o r f u l  *spooky week  オディオ  O D I O

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by Kotikomori

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Sailor Jupiter!

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Sailor Mars!

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by mongsyoon11

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Mt.Oike / Mie Prefecture by sf1003！ on Flickr.

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by punkojunko // PunkoJunko

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What Its Really Like

So frustrated right now! My keyboard isnt charged on my keyboard case.... just know that I'm writing this by finger+...+ Hi guys I miss blogging and just know I try my best to! So here it is I'm 25 now and I'm currently on my break listening to a podcast on growing my book. I work every single day. I'm planning a wedding. I'm looking to buy a house. I'm literally the busiest girl ever! So that is the topic of this blog. It is so difficult to be at this point in life. Every day feels like it flys by. I have to wake up, walk the dog, clean the house, make the bed, get your makeup on work 9 hours, cook dinner and sleep.... sometimes there are not enough hours in the day!

Let me tell you... I have found hours In the day. I get everything done now. How? TO. DO. LIST! It helps me stay organized and to prioritize the things I need to do! Today i have to do some continuing education, listen to my daily podcast, upload to Instagram ect. I get all that done either T night or on my lunches at work. The to do list helps to keep me on track!

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🔮 Mystical & Magickal Shop 🔮 Credit: [x]

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Natural Selection

© riverwindphotography, June, 2019

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鮫肌男と桃尻女 c o l o r f u l  オディオ O  D  I  O

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by  mizucatofficial

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Tiveden Nationalpark Höst IV by Gustaf Emanuelsson Folio | getty images | facebook | instagram | 500px

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by  かいり

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What its really like

It's been awhile since I've been able to write I've been so busy in my hectic life of work of school of modeling taking care of my family. That I've had writer's block every time I sat down and tried to write about my practice I haven't been able to upload pictures to this platform because of the fact that they don't allow half naked photos on here anymore so what's the point the point is I have a patreon to all link that one of these days in here but that's not what I'm here to talk about. The idea to write this blog came to me this morning when I was cleaning out my coat closet and my necklace fell out. This necklace is so special because it was a bond between me and my best friend or should I say ex best friend. I got choked up and I started to cry my ex best friend meant the absolute world to me and I'm not completely sure what I did whether it had been that I had grown and moved on and continue to start my life with my husband. This past year has been such a miracle in such a blur I have been so sick the past two years and I'm finally starting to get better and move on this year I had a major surgery I was diagnosed with celiac disease and I overcame ovarian cancer. It was hard for me to talk to a majority of people and I'm the world's worst texter I mainly use social media to upload for work and that's it. Most of the time my friends worried about me and I've given two of them keys so that they can just come pop over whenever they want. My life is now filled with happiness but as I Came Upon This necklace I felt such a tinge of pain, this girl was the best friend I've ever had and I will never forget our many long nights of staying up late and talking in bed eating McDonald's drinking sweet tea she is the person who taught me what love really is love isn't always just a man love isn't always just a woman love can be your best friend your best friend can be your soulmate and I truly believe that this girl might have been my soulmate Once Upon a Time. I am unsure of what I did that broke up this relationship as I said before but I can tell you when it happened even though I had been so distant it was still one of the most painful thing that's ever happened. I will never wish ill will upon this person I've gotten multiple readings trying to cope. I've cast multiple spells to help me move on. And as I finally have gotten inner peace I find this necklace this morning and I find closure. This necklace will now sit upon my altar around Buddha's neck and I will always look at it as fondly as I look at my prayer beads a memory of remembering what love is of how to love somebody but your significant other of somebody helping you love yourself The Story of Friendship. If you are reading this my dear ex friend just know that even though we may not be friends anymore I will always cheer you on in life I will always be proud of everything that you do I will always be here.

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□ Forgiveness Spell ◇

I had an argument with my mother over the past, things that hurt us. Then I grabbed my crystals ( opal and aventurine ) that had been charging in the full moon last night, I had charmed them with a spell for honestly, love and growth last night as well. I put one in each hand and clasped each of my mothers’ hands.

I said :

“I say it, so it shall be

The past is in the past

and the present

shall set me free

I say it, so it shall be”

I then inhaled the energy I felt off the crystals and exhaled my wish into our hands.

By the end we were both shaking and crying from the emotion and sensation. We hugged and it is all mended. I highly recommend this spell 💜