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[sawpmang]

Liking someone who doesn't like you back hurts..

I just need time to control my feelings and forget about you. You're no good for me.

[sawpmang]

I'm sorry

I don't know how many times I have to say it, but I'm going to keep apologizing. I've made you upset, maybe even mad. I was the only one you could have talked to and yet I left you because of something you said. It was stupid of me and I'm sorry for being so childish and immature. I should have just sucked it up. I'm really sorry for everything. Hopefully, you'll forgive me. I really don't want to lose you. We just started talking again and I've enjoyed every moment of it. You've made me laugh and you've cheered me up so many times. I don't want to lose that. You've helped me get through a lot and I'm really grateful for that. Sometimes, I feel like you're actually my older brother. You care about me more than my family ever could and I'm grateful for that. Please don't be mad anymore. I'm sorry. Forgive me, oppa. I know I was wrong.

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怎么我们以前好好的，怎么变成这样啊？难道我真的不爱他了吗？我真的觉得对不起他因为他好像真的很爱我但是我已经不爱他了。为什么我会这样呢？难道我的心已经是别人的？还是我实在是受不了我们的长途关系。反正做了已经做到了，不可以重做。如果你在读着这个文字后期，我先跟你说对不起。我知道我们说过永远但是我做不到。真的很对不起。

[sawpmang]

I feel like I never learn..

Online relationship is a nono so why do I keep going back to it? I never learn my lesson.... It's ridiculous.

[sawpmang]

Sometimes, you just have to smile even if you’re having a bad day . 

[sawpmang]

Got Invisalign today

It hurtsssssss

[sawpmang]

I woke up this morning, sat in front of my tv and watched netflix for a couple hours. At around 1, I got really sleepy. Gave up at 3 and went to bed. Just woke up. These medications are intense. I slept from 12AM til 2PM yesterday. How to sleep for 14 hours though? Ugh, can’t wait to get off these medications.

[sawpmang]

Hi 😉

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I'm glad I got to spend Christmas with you.

It was the best Christmas I've had in a while. Thank you baby.

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I like my make up today ☺️

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Semi pictures ☺️✌️💃🎉🎊

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Haircut 💇

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Hi 😊😊😊😊

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Just thought I’d post a couple selfies today ☺️

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Just decided to take a selfie today 😉

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Bored at home :’c !!