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i showered for the first time in an undisclosed amount of days. i had a banana for dinner. i'm really worried about my grampa going into hospice this week and having to help my gramma with her medication. i registered for college this week to make something of myself and not be such a disappointment but who knows how that will work now. the ambien is hitting me as i type this now

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I love seeing my mutuals in my notes because it confirms they’re not mad at me. yet

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khartoum aid kitchen has 17 locations helping fight the catastrophic famine in sudan, pls consider supporting them!

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60/200 now which is great thank you! really hoping i can make this work <3

i unexpectedly have to help my gramma with her medication which is gonna overdraw my bank account almost 200$ so if anyone wants to help me with that i wouldn't complain ✌🏻🥲

venmo and cashapp are both glamourgoblin

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how it feels knowing that loneliness is still time spent with the world

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“If everything that happens to us lot is ‘God’s will’, then he’s an asshole.” - Darlin’, 2019

Silk - Wolf Alice / The Last Temptation of Christ / Sun Bleached Flies - Ethel Cain / The Fate of My Seven Husbands - Traci Brimhall / stage direction from Antonin Artaud’s The Jet of Blood / The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath / Inbred - Ethel Cain / I WILL FACE GOD AND WALK BACKWARDS INTO HELL / Andalusia - Lisa Marie Basile / Gods & Monsters - Lana Del Rey / Jewish concentration camp prisoner / Andrea Gibson / Arsony - Ethel Cain / No Church In The Wild - Jay Z, Kanye West, Frank Ocean / Phaedra’s Love - Sarah Kane / God Am - Alice In Chains / Letter to God (1998) - Halsey / Blasphemies At The 5th Street Station - S. Osburn / Self Injury - Allie Long / Terrible Lie - Nine Inch Nails / Post Traumatic Stress Disorder With Han - Eugenia Leigh / The Civil War - Anne Sexton / God - Tori Amos / Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare - Leila Chatti / Half-Cocked - Ethel Cain

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CANDYMAN (1992) dir. Bernard Rose

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Uschi Obermaier, 1974.

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Warsan Shire, from "For Women Who Are Difficult to Love"

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some (kinda risque) computer-loving pins from the 80s

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part two of my appreciation for tim jacobus: the man whose book covers haunted my nightmares

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Turned my Harrow piece into a pair with a Gideon to match!! I love my doomed lesbians so much, I can’t wait to continue this series, who should I draw next?