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Monday I start my journey to a better mental heath. Seeing a doctor and a therapist. Anger, depression, self loathing, bipolar tendencies, hatred, guilt, pain.... I hope I can say good bye to all of you.

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Guilt. A strange feeling... I know it all to well. I can't seem to bring myself to face all the pain I've caused... the pain I've endured... Why did my heart get so tainted... I wish I could go back in time and made right with my life... it all got so screwed up... I've lost almost all my friends... I barley have anyone to talk to... why do people hate me so much...

Listening to the high way... looking at the stars... My stomach tightens... I want to say I'm sorry and make things better... but I know nothing will be the way I want it to be...

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This reminds me of the trees in Georgia. So beautiful. I don't think I'd be able to drive down this road with out crying at its site

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What I would give to be there right now.

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The fall, Gosh even the air smells different. Walking into HEB seeing all the pumpkins, wishing you could afford pumpkinspiced lates haha

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The past few nights I've had so many nightmares, all the same yet all different... My eyes are bleeding, I can't see, I'm screaming... I can't find anyone to help me.

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#shorthair #freshcut #byebye #deadends

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#makeup to #impress

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One thing I've #improved in is #realistic #art , #sketch , #shading #realisticart #realism #realisticeyes #female #drawing

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#Interview #make-up #bealls #esteelauder or #clinique #prayingigetthejob

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I always loved being a #redhead #makingmywayback to #strawberryblonde #transition #freckles #hazeleyes #greeneyes #redeyewontgoaway

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Chili dogs, that's what's for dinner

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#vapechicks #smoke #ffda @ffdaeliquid #juggernaut

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It's so nice to have dogs in the house! #pitbull #mix #terrior #puppylove