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i wrote this at the front page of my journal months ago and i just realized i unintentionally included the title of a taylor swift song in every line. i have no where else to share this information. thanks for reading 🤍

(please ignore my fugly hand writing)

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i can deal with being lonely, but being lonely AND horny might just kill me

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i’m tired of seeing gorgeous men and their gorgeous boyfriends on social media. where is my gorgeous boyfriend????

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What kind of work do you do?

i coach cheerleading and tumbling full time currently but am looking to leave the industry 🙃

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happy saturday

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messy hair monday

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todays insta story

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i wish i had the courage to put things out into the world. for example, lately i’ve found myself making tiktoks, sometimes just fun little trends, or speaking my opinion on something, or reading something i’ve written (which is a little more adventurous) but no matter what it is i immediately put it in my drafts and leave it there.

i guess i’m just scared of being percieved, mainly by people in my life. family, friends, people at work etc. which is strange because in my teenage years i was posting weekly on youtube and at that young age i had so much courage that seems to be lost.

i feel like i have this inner need to put something out into the world, whether it’s my thoughts or my creativity, but i keep all of it inside because of fear. fear that people will think it’s weird, or too vulnerable, or just bad i guess. maybe it’s a fear of being known for who i actually am, rather than what i’ve been presenting.

just spewing my thoughts here, but maybe getting them out will help me get closer to facing that fear. thanks for reading ❤️

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You’re so fucking cute. I hope you get all the cum you desire boy.

gee thanks 🤠

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felt cute today

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i’m at the stage in getting over my situationship where if i don’t find another man to give me attention and/or d*ck soon i’m going to lose my mind 😃

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sweaty brat

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Por favor, mon amie: Will you please make the selfie your Pinned Post? First time visitors should see you at your Proud best. See vous play. Muchas gracias . . . .

I probably should bc I never update my profile pic haha. Done thank you :)

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nice blog, man. your latest selfie (with kinda a shy - or mebbe sly- smile is soooo cuuuuteee. kinda a twink vibe, but only if that's a complement to you. How ya feel rn?

thank you thats very sweet :)

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😀

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all three of my last relationships/situationships have started an onlyfans/started posting nudes on twitter immediately after we ended 🤠

not sure what that says about me but it sure is a bit traumatizing!!

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i have officially wrapped up another six month situationship with a man who once told me he loved me and would do anything to make things work and then proceeded to do absolutely nothing to make that happen 😃