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“Because this life is a beautiful mess”. It’s 11:40 p.m. the moment I write this caption. A breeze sweeps over my window after a long rain since the morning. The smell of the sea and cold that isn’t too cold, creating a chill that feels just right. I needed to feel alive again after going through some of the hardest months of my adult life. I am scrolling down to the pictures on my disk. ‘Look at the face of yours. The smile, the emotion, you were very contented.’ It is impossible to recreate an experience exactly, especially one of such significance. No single experience can ever be the same or bring out the same emotional response. I could return to that same spot at sunset a month, a year, or a decade from now, and it would be different. In a way, I am leaving a lot of my life up to chance these days. I’m leading a march of self-discovery into a thick forest, with no compass to guide me. Hopefully, it let me know that I am heading in the right direction. What direction that is, I don’t precisely know. I still feel so lost. But that’s alright. That’s just how it is now. I’ll keep moving forward because standing still is not an option. You don’t find your happy places in life without putting one foot in front of the other. I love what Tulus said in his Diri song, semuanya baik-baik saja. He is not saying ‘it will’, instead he chose the words ‘it is Okay’. ————————— The beginning of Spring, 2022. 📸 @securious_mind (at 태화강대공원) https://www.instagram.com/p/CbE6oFqPWaLnRZmFeZAoVztSfWOXPixE1LszCQ0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Hi, how are you?⁣ Please stay hydrated.⁣ ⁣ It’s okay to take some time to digest and give yourself a pat on the back. You are doing great. The Earth keeps on spinning. The Sun still rises and sets like it always has.⁣ ⁣ You too, will keep moving and shine✨ ⁣ ⁣ —————————⁣ Winter 2021 (at Waveon Coffee) https://www.instagram.com/p/CYDoOxbvInZiaIF2Rgu4GNHjC7ZR3R13Tm4ylE0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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⁣⁣ Just trying to recreate @jokowi pose when he was visiting Gamcheon Village in Busan last Sunday.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Me as jokowi and.. umm.. I didn’t mean to but well yes @subhan_kings can be as Iriana though🙄😅⁣ ⁣ (at Gamcheon Culture Village, Busan - 부산 감천문화마을) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5hXrKEhm1n/?igshid=bwdvnq57fdd6

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⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Nothing screws up your Friday like realizing it’s only Tuesday🙃🙃🙃⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ⁣ https://www.instagram.com/p/B5TuQ9FBJ1L/?igshid=p55u7qvqhmyn

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⁣ ⁣ So it turns out that being an adult is mostly just googling how to do stuff.⁣ ⁣ https://www.instagram.com/p/B5So2FqBMLN/?igshid=f5dpffpkbo1j

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⁣ ⁣ How wonderfully you have grown since —I dunno when but good things that you are grown. ⁣⁣ Over the rivers. Over the mountains. Through the ocean of your fears.⁣⁣ Learning to believe over and over again, no matter how many the darkness come, there still a light is pouring in.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ You are different now, and that’s a beautiful thing. Through the hardest of night and the longest morning, and all of this made a part of your journey of becoming who you were meant to be.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ One day, you will look back on the days like this and you will be so glad you did not give up. You will be grateful that grace is enough, no matter your highs or your lows.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ And when you go wondering where you will go and what will happen next, keep your eyes fixed above: you are far from finished yet.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ —⁣⁣ It is okay to take time to feel through this things. Be reminded into the night: Even here in your unknowns, you are still being directed.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ ————⁣⁣ From me to me.⁣⁣ (at 범어사 (梵魚寺, Beomeosa)) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5NW5fshUQG/?igshid=1y002884hbhg4

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⁣⁣ My winter body arrived much sooner than winter did.⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Thanks.⁣ ⁣ ⁣ ———⁣ Well it actually just my sweater folded out there and bloated😅 (at Busan, South Korea) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5Bf6-Qhz2D/?igshid=erut46qe9ea8

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⁣ ⁣ Can we start the weekend over again?⁣ ⁣ ...⁣ ⁣ I wasn’t ready (at 범어사 (梵魚寺, Beomeosa)) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4-QhjkBikB/?igshid=u96i8bolprnm

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Dear weekend, ⁣ We should hang out more. https://www.instagram.com/p/B48f3r2hrMk/?igshid=xdze8q77t8wu

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⁣ #ThrowbackThursday⁣⁣⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ Long time agooo —when they were in a good shape, they tried to pose for T-shirt commercial as a model.⁣ ⁣⁣⁣ ⁣Hell yeah.⁣ ⁣ One becoming the real model, while the other one.. umm... he tried but, his struggles and obsession to becoming a model cannot keep up with his relationship which blindly-in-love with the one and only matters, Food🤷🏻‍♂️😂⁣ ⁣ https://www.instagram.com/p/B42YwFNBZRW/?igshid=he1ou35ud1dx

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Yep. It is the smells of autumn dancing in the breeze🍂🍁 (at K-water 시화조력관리단) https://www.instagram.com/p/B42SIixB4pX/?igshid=kyhc4havhvfx

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Time flies pals.⁣ We bloom, we grow. ⁣ No Busan Tower for 3 years, no worries😂 (at Busan, South Korea) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4pSFx4hypA/?igshid=28wfubp4fn92

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I didn’t know ya. And then all at once, y’all are the one that I was waiting for.⁣ Now kinda miss ya! (at KEPCO International Nuclear Graduate School) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4h3fw7hHei/?igshid=jk08z376yazj

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Me: I think I wanna stay single..⁣ Inner me: like you have a choice😏 (at Busan, South Korea) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4fDx--BJpq/?igshid=8mbn7u5x89p

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Umm I know I forgot something but I cant think what it was... (at 부경대학교) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4XhupuBhhI/?igshid=vck4mw9q30av

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Lemme tell you ‘𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒐’ in advance for the next time I get to see you. ⁣ So it’s not a goodbye, but ‘𝙎𝙚𝙚 𝙮𝙖 𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧!’⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ -the hottest boy in da lab🔥 (at Sun Kissed) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4PlNumhGFf/?igshid=vugkzuq9hfos

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Imma just ‘hehe’ my way thru life. (at Coex Mall Starfield Library/ 별마당도서관) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4H1xtihCUS/?igshid=1b6xsehn4cfrn