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consider this: wheelchairs should be free

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yeah but aren’t we ALL just a little bit in love with the micheal sword

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it would've been kinder to stab me :)

sam at stanford playing frisbee with friends and having to remind himself not go into life-and-death sprinting tackling mode because he's used to violence, a fight, he's not used to a game.

when one of his friends gets a cut on his hand from cutting open a package with scissors he has to stop himself from speaking authoritatively about the makeshift urgent care he learned growing up. here the remedy isn't whiskey and rinsing the injury in the motel sink and dental floss stitches.

sam has the new sensation of making acquaintances. people he might see again once or twice or a few times, but who won't be relied on like the hunters john knew or like sam's family.

sam takes a classics class and has to stop himself from bringing in a lifetime of knowledge of fighting monsters. he can't correct professors about werewolf characteristics, because here werewolves aren't real. it's a relief. and it's bitter because the one thing he was good at, the research, he's having to erase.

sam delights in the dining hall three meal swipes a day. after a few weeks his friends start to complain about the food. sam never ever does. ever after months, years, having a nice hot meal when he wants is a highlight that brightens his day.

he has to remind himself not to share these corrections he's needing to make, even with his closest friends. he shifts his habits and personality alone, quietly, internally.

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we're getting awfully close to Iron Lung guys

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dean would put on a brave face in every one of these scenarios except one. he's broken, and he doesn't know what he could possibly do without him. he's scared to go on without him, and it's obvious in his eyes. all of the others were hard, but he learned and adapted. he was able to fake it until he made it. but with one, he was so shaken he couldn't hide it. he was so wrapped up in the death of his world that he didn't have the frame of mind to put any effort into acting.

John / Kevin / Charlie / Cas / Mary

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WHAT?

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what a throwback omg

SUPERNATURAL | SEASON ONE 

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Imma just drop this here...

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me: *studying for 15 minutes*

me: i can’t do this anymore

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aka why dean is such a lovable character

For my 7k Followers Celebration ↳ @inacatastrophicmind requested: Dean + dorky moments

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NO WAY DID THEY REALLY-

i'm totally normal about the fact that chronos told dean your future is covered in thick black ooze on november 5th 1944

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no comment 😌

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ghosts have much better editing 🤩

Supernatural Make Me Choose: @abysswarlock asked ghosts or demons?

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the fact that whenever I come on tumblr after some world-changing big news, destiel or spn is always trending, says a lot about how we never really change