satanstwinkson

[satanstwinkson]

Stay gentle. You don't need to toughen up. You don't need to learn to build walls or distrust or be on the look out for people who will hurt you. You don't need to hate. I've got that covered. I can glare and posture and snarl at your naysayers. You keep seeing the best in people, I'll handle when they're acting their worst. You keep taking people at their word, I'll handle their lies. You keep seeing the goodness in everything and I'll handle when its bad. You are tender, you are trusting. You expect people to be kind to you and you are kind in turn. I have no expectations. I was taught a straight back and a stiff lip and to never give an inch in case they take a mile. But we don't both need to be that way. You keep being gentle. You keep being trusting. I've got hate enough for two.

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“The question feels so patronizing: as if I’ve never thought about gender and how I choose to present myself, how I dress, how I stand, how I crop my hair short, and what this means. As if I’ve never thought about what it would be like to live as a man instead, the relief that would come from passing, with not having to face the everyday violence and humiliations of living in my body. As if I’ve never thought about how I don’t want that, how every cell in my body recoils at that thought of being a man, and yet how harrowing it is that the only way I can get out of my bed and make it through the day is by wearing masculinity on my body. As if I’ve never held dear my feminist rage, never thought about how I feel so politically aligned with womanhood and yet hate inhabiting it, hate it when my body is read as such. As if the only way to be trans is to transition to a binary gender, as if I can’t exist as I have been, in some space in between or beyond, using she or they pronouns and seething when people call me a woman and laughing when people tell me I should transition.” ― Lamya H., Hijab Butch Blues

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Hard to get out of bed sometimes

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using the traffic light system during a kink scene but shaking my head the entire time so the audience knows i dont support car-dependant infrastructure and its influence on the common vocabulary

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(not a question)

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That was very homosexual of you 💅

What a month

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Kitty Tsui (born 1952) is an American author, poet, actor, and bodybuilder. She was the first known Asian American lesbian to publish a book Words of a Woman who Breathes Fire, published in 1983

read her books for free Breathless: Erotica (1996) and Sparks Fly (1997) (nsfw content)

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Some doodles.

Both are acrylic on 11”x14” canvases.

They are up for grabs HERE

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Yeah, the doctors ran some blood work and discovered I was actually the Thing all along. No, I don't know if my insurance will cover it

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unpunishable - ethel cain / georgia o'keeffe

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At the risk of sounding anti-intellectual, I think that college should be free and also not a requirement for employment outside of highly specialized career fields

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my boy coin

this is fanservice for the gays in my phone

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im sorry, im listening

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— Greg Santora (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

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"Pretend you don’t notice what you inherited. Feel it in your jaw. Ache. Ache."

-excerpt from To Forget You Have A Father, j. goode

[satanstwinkson]

the insane experience of missing a fictional character . like you can always go back and reread the book , replay the game , rewatch the show or movie , you can always go back & see them , but you can never experience them & their story for the first time again . its absurd to miss them because they'll always be there , but you'll miss when there were still new things for them to say .

for a small time they were real & growing and changing and you hung onto every new word, but now all they can do is repeat the same story forever&ever & they're not real anymore because you know everything they're going to do. & you miss them. its fucked man...

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magnus for @iiberiss and lux for @satanstwinkson game tip: you can draw your friends' ocs any time you want for free

(speepaint under the cut)