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satanicush · 11 days

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Ow, that hurt. its okay though, i forgive you.

Ow, that hurt. i still forgive you.

Ouch, i'm sorry, i forgive you.

I forgive you… I'll always forgive you.

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satanicush · 11 days

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bpd culture is feeling a little bit unwanted and immediately shutting down and isolating from everyone even though you know all it does is make things even worse

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satanicush · 13 days

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I feel so ugly and unwanted

Maybe if I was perfect I’d get treated better

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satanicush · 13 days

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Things I'm good at :

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• feeling like a burden and bed rotting

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satanicush · 13 days

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I think it’s really unfair that I (a person who needs to feel loved all the time) am so incredibly hard to love.

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satanicush · 13 days

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what do you mean i have to keep going? what the fuck

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satanicush · 13 days

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i have so much to say but every time my mouth opens nothing comes out

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satanicush · 13 days

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oh. haha no its fine. idrc (feeling ill thinking about it)

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satanicush · 13 days

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'i think my bpd symptoms are finally getting better!'

one single bad day:

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satanicush · 13 days

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i want to bleed for you, my god

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satanicush · 13 days

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I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

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satanicush · 13 days

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At some point it feels like I stopped being treated as human with mental illnesses and started being treated like an ordeal that you went through.

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satanicush · 13 days

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here again. I've tried hard to feel better. failed again.

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satanicush · 20 days

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just need to be edged senseless so i forget that i'm even supposed to be considered a human

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satanicush · 21 days

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"Poor thing." (condescending) (flirting)

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satanicush · 27 days

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Artist - https://x.com/W00l00W

Original post - https://x.com/W00l00W/status/1595042559348576256

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satanicush · 27 days

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funny that with so many things to hate in the world, i have chosen myself

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