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isn't he cute?

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INCOMPLETE SHIFTY HOLDING THE BIRDIES

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High-effort shitposting

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the way i forgot to share him

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SPOILERS FOR OUTER WILS ECHOES OF THE EYE

This doesn’t happen in the game, but just in case I gave the spoiler warning

In outer wilds I prefer to be safe than sorry

I love this game but I am so bad at it, it’s super sad. I have 100+ hours, but it lasts 15 hours

It’s kinda embarrassing

Also in the dlc the owls were so mean :(, and there weren’t any kids. That’s why I made this guy :]

Also also, I thought it looked kinda cute without lines

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watcmen doodles

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traditional doodle dump part: 1

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you won't face this alone.

happy birthday outer wilds <3 ilysm

(speedpaint for anyone interested)

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to go gentle into that good night

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the russians are deliberately killing civilians. again.

today they struck Zaporizhzhia. so far, 13 people have been killed and 33 injured.

absolutely horrible. another day of mourning. human lives ended in one moment. the leaders of the democratic world still cannot pull themselves together and help Ukraine defeat the russian terrorist machine once and for all.

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harry and dora

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You - "I see him as *me*."

Klaasje (Miss Oranje Disco Dancer) - She dips the cigarette in the lighter's flame and inhales, then looks at you -- with her lungs full of smoke.

Klaasje (Miss Oranje Disco Dancer) - "I can see the similarity, yes." She breathes out, through her nostrils. The air smells of menthol.

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is this what you want?? you sickos???

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"Real darkness has love for a face. The first death is in the heart, Harry."

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"Real darkness has love for a face. The first death is in the heart, Harry."

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my grandpa was a good man. and it really wasnt his fault - recreationally lying to kids is a proud family tradition - but he told me, once, that cutting a worm in half resulted in two worms.

i think he said it so i'd be more morally okay with fishing? i actually dont remember the context.

point was, he told me this, and he understimated (by a very large margin) how much i liked worms. i was a worm boy. very wormy. and after hearing that, i went home, and i dug through the garden, flipped over every rock, did everything i could to gather as many worms as i could, and then i uh.

i cut them all in half. every worm i could find. all of them. with scissors.

i then took this pile of split worms, and i put them in a box with a bit of lettuce and some water and stuff and went to bed expecting to double my worms overnight. i have math autism, so i had a vague understanding that if i did this just a few times in a row, i would eventually have a completely unreasonable amount of worms.

i was very excited to become this plane's worm emperor.

(i think i was...six?)

anyway, i did not become the inheritor of the worm crown. i instead woke up to a box of dead worms and cried. a lot. i got diagnosed with panic attacks as a teenager, but i think i had them as a kid, i just had no idea what they were. i was kind of processing that a.) i had killed what i had assumed was every single worm in my yard, and thus would have no more worms, and b). i was going to like, worm hell.

(six year babylon spent a lot of time worrying about god.)

so i kind of freaked out, and i climbed a tree, because god can only smite you if you're touching the ground (?) and i sat up there mostly inconsolable until my mom came out and asked, hey, what's up? what happened?

so i explained to her that i had killed all of the worms, forever, and was also Damned, and she took me to the compost pile, and we dug for all of five seconds and found like twenty more worms.

the compost pile was full of worms.

she then told me that a). there were more worms, and we could put them back under rocks and stuff and recolonize our yard and b). that one day, i would die, and go to heaven, and be able to talk to the worms face to face. that i'd be able to tell them all that i was very sorry, and that i killed them on accident, driven only by excessive Love, and that she was positive they would forgive me because worms have six hearts and no malice.

at that point, i think i was sixty percent tear-snot by weight, and i had no choice but to gather enough worms that i could hug them. which my mom helped with. and then after that she helped me put some worms back under each rock.

and for my epilogue: i spent a significant portion of my childhood in trees. and for many years after, even when my mom didnt know i was watching, i would catch her giving the space under the rocks a light spritz with the hose. not because she loved worms.

but because she loved me.