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[saoritherapist]

Alright

I need to man up and wear my big boy pants. I know I fucked up horribly. I was abusive, manipulative, damaging, and hurt those around me. I guilt tripped others and gave them anxiety attacks, gaslighted them, triggered panic attacks, etc. I’ve been trying my best to grow from that, cause what I did was revolting and needs to change. Yes, I’ve been trying to run away from this. It’s a cowardly move and I need to break that habit. But I do admit really hurt you all deeply. I’ve hurt Kamille, Lime, Clear, Rai, Justy, etc. Almost every single person in the chat. I didn’t know what I was doing was necessarily “bad” until you all addressed my toxic behavior. Instead of fixing it right away, I denied your claims a first, refusing to respond, turning a blind eye. I always played the victim card, never seeing that I wasn’t the victim here but that others were instead. It was uncalled for, and if I had just talked to you all instead of running away it wouldn’t have gotten this bad. I should’ve been a better friend to you all, and not a manipulative cuntbag. But now I have to touch on something I wish I didn’t have to, my D.I.D. Yes, I avoided questions. It was because it was the heat of the moment and I was scared. I act irrational and frankly, stupid, during moments like those. But yes, I have been professionally diagnosed and I’m just going by the diagnosis my psychiatrist gave me. And I was an idiot and let others front for days simply because I didn’t want to deal with my problems. It was bad behavior and hurt the people around me, causing worry. I’ll state it again though, I should’ve been a better person, a better friend. You don’t have to forgive me, I just want you all to know that I’m genuinely sorry for what I’ve done.

[saoritherapist]

Callout Post for @princesschii

Hey everyone, this is a callout post for @princesschii, known as Mineva, Chii, and Cosette, prompted due to the multiple occasions of namedrops, slander, and harassment and gaslighting they did within our group. This has been going on for months, and finally we as a group have decided to publicize their disgusting behaviors. 

This has a secondary goal as a defense of the Retro/Mecha Anime Kin group chat in which they made these disgusting actions, as well as an explanation as to any claim made against said group chat and why it is faulty and incorrect. 

Anyone who is in the chat who hasn’t given permission to leave uncensored will be censored for protecting their identity’s sake.

As they are 21 years old, their actions, and behaviors are especially unacceptable and disgusting. 

All evidence as to our claims will be on an imgur gallery, located here. 

Past URL: @filleadieu Discord Username: @moevelvet#4765

The majority of blatant problems with Mineva started on November 11th, 2017. On this day, Niko kinned as Trunks from Dragon Ball Z, and Mineva kinned as Princess Trunks from Dragon Ball Z Abridged. The issue regarding this wasn’t their discomfort with doubles, but their discomfort with Niko’s canon. In his kin canon as Trunks he dated Android 18, which Mineva deemed as an abusive canon, and uncomfortable for them. Their response was to not say anything in the chat at all, except for “I’m trunks.”. This went on for a few weeks, until Niko and Ricky, another mod and member, decided to confront Mineva about it. It boiled down, but Mineva, on multiple occasions, posted on their vent calling Niko a fake, and saying he was never her canonmate, after actively seeking out someone who was kin with a character he was kin with, and unsure of comfort on doubles on, just to spite him and make him feel discomfort. Afterwards the conflict died when further events occured, regarding discourse and ultimately pointless drama.

Mineva left on November 28th, 2017. This was due to discourse in the dedicated discourse channel on the server. The subject was ace discourse, the typical “exclusionist vs inclusionist” stuff, and it wasn’t really heated and everyone was relaxed. There were members present on both sides, some being asexual, some not. Mineva, being “asexual” (this will be debunked later on in the callout), took this to heart and got angry at Ricky, who was respectfully stating his points, which were “exclusionist”. As a result they said various lesbophobic, transphobic, and overall disgusting remarks to various LGBT+ groups that will be featured in the screencap gallery. After she blew up, she left the chat for good. Niko confronted her in DMs, but she gaslighted and blocked him afterwards. On various occasions she has namedropped Ricky and Niko, as if they personally attacked her, and betrayed her as a friend, which is especially concerning when Niko hasn’t particularly done anything against her.

Mineva, notably, also kinned a character who was canonically abusive (psychologically and sexually) to one of Ricky's kins (and abusive to one of Niko's kins specifically in his canon)- and she also made claims that she shipped the former two together, sometimes claiming it was for "coping", but then later contradicting herself. Any time Ricky or Niko expressed disgust or dislike towards the character's actions in canon, or for the fandom shipping the characters together, Mineva was always quick to make it about her.

This becomes increasingly alarming given the fact that Ricky and Niko are both survivors of sexual and psychological abuse, and Niko was 15 years old at the time. Mineva would make a huge show out of feeling "unwanted" and "rejected" because of her kin character and how people thought of it and the ship, to the degree where she would personally guilt trip Ricky and Niko into saying it's "okay", more or less trying to guilt trip them into tolerating/accepting abusive dynamics. She would often spout phrases like "I'm bad", in an attempt to get everyone to give her asspats and excuse her openly talking about and exposing survivors to her abusive ship- and that a survivor, especially a minor, is somehow the "bad guy" for disliking abusive themes or ships or characters.

Mineva, on several occasions, would make mentions of having written stories entirely dedicated to rape and abuse, wherein the abuser is always forgiven, and a sympathetic character, and the victim falls in love with their abuser. In the gallery, there is evidence showing that she is not using these stories to cope, and has no issues with posting them online. She seemed to have no issues talking about this in a public server full of minors and survivors, and would often personally guilt Ricky into excusing her behavior. She would go so far as to leave the server intermittently whenever she felt people expressing distaste for abuse was a personal attack on her.

Along with the stated behavior Mineva has displayed, she has made several racist comments, outwardly expressing a fetish for East Asian men- she was dating someone from Vietnam, and repeatedly made comments explicitly stating she was "into" Asian men, or that she had a "fetish" for them. Mineva is not Asian herself.

tl;dr: Mineva is 21 years old, and seems to have no qualms about guilt tripping abuse survivors and minors into excusing her rape fantasies, ships, and abusive kins, making their discomfort out to be a crime, is outwardly racist, fetishizes East Asian men, is lesbophobic and transphobic/transmisogynistic, and has harassed and started drama with a minor over kin doubles.

At least take this all as a warning of the kind of behavior Mineva is capable of, and doesn't seem to take an interest in addressing said behavior, preferring to shift the blame onto people she made uncomfortable. She does not have a problem with namedropping people she's made uncomfortable on her public blog in an attempt to defame them, nor does she have a problem with spreading rumors and lies to others about people who didn't tolerate her behavior.