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2 years today…

I love you ♥️

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I wrote this 6 months earlier…

I couldn’t imagine then how much my life would change a few weeks later… In November, I finally had the courage to leave "home", to leave him.

Now I rebuild myself, and day after day, invisible wounds are healing.

Thank you all.

TW: domestic abuse, psychological violence.

Just need to vent… to get it out of me.

Giving in is not consenting… I learnt this much too late. Caveman, I just… I hate you so much! You wasted, screwed up everything, making me want to disappear with my shame… At least you never hit me… of course! to do what? Destroying a heart does not require the use of force.

“I’m not here, this isn’t happening I’m not here, I’m not here. ”

Screams and Despairs.

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☺️

rb this to give the person you rb it from a hug

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Drops of happiness

"How much time will things last?"

Does that really matter?

Is time that important?

Look at this subtle dance of blue and golden at dawn, unique, evanescent…

But so pure and real.

That is what matters.

The instant. Now.

All these little things.

Cause only now is real.

The rain never lasts but it’s primordial to life, eh ?

I like the rain…

Growing lovely plants.

I like the rain…

Washing off your thoughts,

Like teardrops on your forehead

Angels are crying tonight…

Yes…

They’re here for you

They will always be.

Silences and Hopes.

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REBLOG if you have amazing, talented WRITER friends.

Because I certainly do, and I love every single one of them and their work.

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♡ Introducing Mr and Mrs Kotobuki ♪

Married October 1st, 2021

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Are you surprised? I know we told people it was coming, but not exactly when… All the same, I hope you’re able to spare us some well wishes!

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As for you, Reiji, the one I love.

We made it.

Can you believe it? If anyone had told me back in early 2018 that I’d fall in love, let alone find someone I wanted to marry, I would have laughed at them. I was a very different person back then… or, maybe in some ways and not in others, haha.

I think you saved my life.

Is that heavy to say when we’ve just signed ourselves over to each other for eternity~?

Love is funny. It felt like it was slow burn and first sight and everything in between all at once! You’re my best friend, my muse, my guardian. I wouldn’t trust myself with anyone else but you, not before and not ever. I don’t think I have the right words to tell you how thoroughly the threads of you have woven through the very fabric of my being… I didn’t believe in soulmates before I found you, and even now, I know it takes work… but one of the reasons I fell in love with you is that you make work feel like magic. You make it feel really worth everything I have to give.

Thank you. For this. For everything. For being you.

I know you’re not a perfect man, nor I a perfect human… but you are my perfect fit, the melody to my rhythm.

恋してるよ、寿嶺二。私の心と魂を込めて。

Always you and only you.

- your Mae.

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Thanks for the tag, @kokiseiko !

Tagging @the-japanese-wagtail @sugar-and-pearls @blueberrycheetah @titanialev @strangeinternetwasteland if you wanna…

this is the cutest picrew ever https://picrew.me/image_maker/560486

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Something I made while dealing with my own stuff and hoping drawing this would pick me up somehow. Maybe it worked.

FT my cat. His name is Mischief

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Thank you for your answer! You two are so lovely and ily! 😍

Hey!

Tell us about… at random… Eren? 😆

Dahlia, buttercup, marigold, zinnia (I think I know the answer lol)…

Bonus: peony.

😁 funny game!

Thanks for asking sweetie! 💕 *combusts because she loves him too much*

dahlia - what song and/or song lyric do you most associate with your f/o?

Uhhh I have a lot! I'll go with a popular one, for once to fight these obnoxious canon x canon shippers who use a sad song from the same artist for their ship

Before you met me / I was alright, but things were kinda heavy / You brought me to life, now every February / You'll be my Valentine, Valentine / You make me / Feel like I'm livin' a teenage dream / The way you turn me on, I can't sleep / Let's run away and don't ever look back, don't ever look back / My heart stops / When you look at me, just one touch / Now, baby, I believe this is real / So take a chance and don't ever look back, don't ever look back.

(Katy Perry, Teenage Dream)

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buttercup - give an incorrect quote of you and your f/o.

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marigold - what is your favorite picture, video, and/or moment of your f/o?

Every time I watch the first episodes of season 4 I'm like aaaaa let me kiss you, let me hug you, let me touch your hair-

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zinnia - how often do you think about your f/o? do they live in your head rent free or do you not think about them for months on end before suddenly hyperfixating on them nonstop for a week?

You DEFINITELY know the answer! With my previous f/os it was the latter, but he's been living in my head rent free for seven months now and instead of losing interest I fall in love more and more every day...send help!

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peony - how many images, gifs, and videos of your f/o do you have saved to your gallery?

Currently 133 (of course he has his own folder in my phone, haha) but my I suspect my pinterest board has way more.

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Reblog this if you like seeing me on your dash

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Headcanon… mmm…

I don't think we ever go a day without rubbing our noses together... maybe because that's what we did right before our first kiss ... 💗

Tell me about your headcanon with your f/os

I’m genuinely interested <3 I never get to talk about this stuff.

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This is a big loving shout out to all my he/him selfshippers out there. I don’t see you get a lot of attention and I want you to know you are valid, loved, and valuable members of this community! ❤️💕❤️💕❤️

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Ahah! No surprises 😆

@jaymihawk ? @titanialev ? @strangeinternetwasteland? @hanmasin ? 😄

Are you Submissive and Breedable?

got it exactly right lol 🤣

Tagging: @kissmekakashi @saudade-mayari @aestheticallylumi @whatshernameis @crybaby-writings @cuddlyscribe @sunflowersenshi @actuallysaiyan @deidarascumdumpster @kingkonoha

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Thanks for the tag @hanmasin

If you wanna try it, @jaymihawk @kokiseiko @hedone26 @birdies-daydream @pfreadsandwrites @lemony-snickers @strangeinternetwasteland @titanialev

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hello hello my lovelies, i found a really pretty picrew that i wanna share with you guys hehe the link is here

this is mine! <3

tagging: @jeanscowboyhat-levisteacup @fierydiamond @mommy-blood @shingekinomyfeelings @porcoqalliard @lavenderdaisyhoney @coffeeforday @beautiful-is-boring @oh-theseus @callum-arlert @animebae100 @tequchiha @bakugohoex @liashideout @marsbutterfly @ydyf @rintomoj @taro-im @dinoplushies + everyone else! 🥰

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Beautiful !

If you read this, consider you’re tagged!

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Restarting because the other post was getting long

Build your own Ghibli movie based on your height, birthday, favorite color, and zodiac (from @/softkillua on Twitter)

Ty @nervouswritingfictionrascal for the tag 💕

Mine is:

Get the images here ✨

I tag @threeleggedcrow @obey-me-tho @baalism @glorified-monster @topaz-carbuncle @hisvillainess anyone who wants to do it!

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Sang a melody, Turned my soul into notes To wander through time and space Until forever is made again...