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dean to sam in s3 bedtime stories bc he rambled briefly abt fairy tales: “dude could you Be more gay.”

fandom: you see to the untrained eye this might seem like a bog-standard homophobic remark HOWEVER it is actually a subversion , a subtle and sophisticated nod to dean’s uniquely tortured relationship with his masculinity; he asks sam if he could be more gay as a sort of wounded cry for help…… he is in fact infinitely more gay than sam so he lashes out in this way……tragically understandable to real fans and real gays only……. one might say it is SAM who is the homophobic one for simply standing there wordlessly like a cruel son of a bitch, rather than untangling his poor cherubic brother’s richly textured emotions </3 hashtag homophobicsam </3 hashtag psychopathsam </3 hashtag diesamdie </3 hashtag meta

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sometimes i log onto this app too check on my friends, view my old posts, read my incoherent drafts, think about posting consistently again, see something horrific, and delete the app again. see everyone next year!

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logging on to say samwena older femme rowena younger masc sam wlw couple and logging off

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I'm sorry you're hurting. Really. 

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in/sp

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give me your top 5 samcas recs pls bestie <333

Anything for you bestie <3

Fractured Mechanics by road_rhythm: So it's three a.m. and he's staring up at the ceiling, listening to Sam knife-fighting Cas outside apparently just for fun.

i'll believe you if it makes me feel something by iceberry and pippuri: Season 6 canon divergence. castiel realizes that sam's soul is gone right away. it's still too late.

Touch by hellsreluctantheir: The soulless Sam and Cas were fucking verse.

Grace (made perfect in weakness) by sidewoundcore (CherryHollow): After he is freed from the panic room, Castiel, rather than Ruby, is the one who finds Sam. In the end, it changes nothing at all.

Ceteris Paribus by Icanseenow: After Sam returns from hell, he's different and it's getting harder to keep things from Dean. He finds help in Castiel.

What We Could Have Been by Min Daae (Lise): The last day before the end of the world; on missed chances and second chances. (We all know I’m obsessed with Lise fics)

The Other Guardian by red_river: A multi-fic series with mild AU/canon divergence that focuses on Sam and Cas. I’ve never actually finished this series but I love what I have read.

(Yes this is more than 5 but it’s just because I’m such a good friend)

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lays on top of you autistically

ref under the cut

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supernatural herself is girlcoded but the actual show is boycoded

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supernatural cannot “be a good show sometimes”, she tricked you. she had you in her claws and she tricked you.

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12x04 american nightmare is kinda wild they were like "remember when sam was psychic? that was crazy anyway here is one (1) episode about it"

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YOUR HONOR THEY ARE GIRLFRIENDS

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actually i would prefer never to think again but i watched supernatural in my formative years and now i can’t stop thinking about the hunter’s cycle of vi- *gunshots*

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but what about sam? what about his autonomy???