sammyjevans

[sammyjevans]

Okay, hang on. Let me think for a sec; this is just some random top 5 of songs that always get stuck in my head when I hear them, so I really hope it helps you get rid of your wiggly worm.

Never Gonna Give You Up

Wannabe

Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

Gangnam Style

Don't Stop Believing

Who Let the Dogs Out

The song is STILL in there Sam, and it's been days so hit me with your best playlist!!!!

I need all the wiggly worms in my ears to get this bad boy out of there.

[sammyjevans]

I totally agree; I think NYE was better, too. What made it better for you?

You did alright with Thanksgiving, but I think NYE was better.

[sammyjevans]

Sam: Ngl, It kinda felt like it came out of left field but that might just be me cuz I kinda just don't pick up on signs like that. This calls for some time away from things, so maybe go fishing or something to figure it all out. Sam: Mack is super chill! One of the things I like so much about them, to be honest. Sam: Uhm..... yeah, I would love to have a romantic relationship.

Stella: 🥰

Stella: I mean, that's fair, especially if it came out of left field. It sort of sounds like the potential is already there, so it just depends on if you want to lean into it or not. And I gotta say, I don't really know Mack all that well, but they seem a LOT more chill than back in high school at least.

Stella: Nosy question #3: do you WANT a romantic relationship? With anyone I mean, not necessarily Mack specifically.

[sammyjevans]

How sore are you at the moment? And...Hang on, there is a fun way as to why someone has a bag of frozen peas strapped on their hip?????

Phew, happy to hear that.

Meh, I'll live. I have a bag of frozen peas strapped to my hip, and not in a fun way.

...I'll allow it. It's on thin ice though. Pun ENTIRELY intended.

[sammyjevans]

Happy Saturday, sis.

Did you manage to get that song out of your head already or do you need me to send you like a playlist full of earworms to help you get rid of yours?

HELLOOO MY LITTLE STARSHINES

Happy Friday!!!! I've had 'what is this feeling' from Wicked stuck in my head all day and its annooooying

[sammyjevans]

Oh my gosh, that sounds super painful. Is everything okay? And as to why we like snow... Snowball fights, building snowpeople, and all that good stuff.

Please, please, please, someone remind me why we like snow again? My fingers and toes are frozen and I'm having trouble tapping into my childhood nostalgia and whimsy ever since I almost broke my tailbone at the entryway to my building.

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Dude, that could take like 10 years, so yeah, leaving them up till I move into a new one; as much as I like the idea..., it is not doable. Hmmm, or maybe it is if I can find a way to make the decorations part of my next Haunted House...

Leave it up at your place until you move into a new one. It’s a part of the everyday decor now.

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I kinda do. It makes me want to ask... Why didn't you put any up? I don't know, maybe because I don't want people to think I'm lazy if I don't take things down?

I didn't put any up, but at this point, who cares? If it makes you happy why take it down?

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Sam: That's why I love ya, Stelly 😘 Sam: Honestly, right after it happened I couldn't stop thinking -😱😱 shit, what just happened, what have I done- and right now I'm more in a place where it's like -I wouldn't mind if they want to do it again, but I'm also okay if that doesn't happen any time soon-

Stella: I barely understand how things work for ME, and it’s different for everyone, but I do at least have a working vocabulary for what we’re dealing with, I gotchu, Sammy, 😉

Stella: Well that sounds promising... Okay, nosy follow up: you said you can’t stop thinking about it. Thinking about it how? Like, on a spectrum from “dear god what have I done ��” to “do they maybe want to do it again? 🥺”

[sammyjevans]

Am I the only one who doesn't want to take down their Christmas decorations or are there others who feel the same way? I mean, at the moment, July feels early enough to put away the tree and all the other Christmas things!

[sammyjevans]

Sam: 😂It shows 😘I'm so happy we can just talk about all this and you understand how things work for me. Sam: Exactly, I expect lots of swearing and you being as nosy as possible. Sam: #1: I did Sam: ... wow, I did like it.

Stella: What can I say, I'm an overachiever. But yeah, I get it -- differentiating physical, romantic, aesthetic, and platonic attraction is a whole clusterfuck on a good day, even for allos.

Stella: Okay, so less psychoanalysis and more nosy bitch who swears, check, I can do that. Nosy question #1: did you like it? Like, gut reaction, without overthinking it.

Stella: 😘

[sammyjevans]

MEET SAM

Full Name → Samuel “Sam” Jessica Evans

Age → 33

Birthday → May 4th, 1991

Order & Type → second, solo

Gender & Pronouns → cis man, he/him

Sexuality → demisexual

Occupation → graphic novel author and owner of Secret Headquarters

THEIR STORY

Most people know Sam as a fun-loving, soft-spoken guy who always wears his heart on his sleeve. However, that’s just one side of his personality. While he has a heart of gold, he can also be forgetful. Sam describes his brain as having twenty tabs open and unable to find the one he needs. His mind is always racing, and he can’t switch it off. Sam didn’t feel comfortable in school. He found it hard to sit still and struggled to express his thoughts in writing. Nevertheless, he enjoyed classes that allowed him to be active and away from reading or writing. In high school, he joined the show choir and realized his passion for music and drawing. After being diagnosed with dyslexia, Sam received help in translating his thoughts into words, and his grades improved significantly. Sam has fond memories of his childhood. He recalls playing board games, going to amusement parks, and spending time with his family. However, everything changed when his father was seriously injured in an accident. His father, who was once his role model, became a different person, and the atmosphere at home became tense and uncomfortable. Sam no longer felt safe in his own home. When his father left, Sam felt like he had to take on the role of the man of the house and stopped being a teenager. He lost his fun-loving side for a long time. Sam has since made a promise to himself that if he ever starts a family, he will be a good father figure and role model, and most importantly, he will never walk out on his family like his father did. Sam worked tirelessly to overcome his dyslexia and improve his grades. His efforts paid off when he earned a full scholarship to the Pratt Institute in New York City. At Pratt, he honed his drawing skills and even developed a love for writing. This newfound passion led him to discover his future career in writing graphic novels. Although he enjoyed his time in the big city, Sam realized that at heart, he was a small-town guy. He missed his hometown of Ashford Valley, as well as his family and old friends. Eventually, he decided to return to his roots and found an apartment in his hometown. He acquired a small store just off Main Street and turned it into a comic book store. While it may not be the busiest business in town, Sam enjoys the quiet times when he can work on his next graphic novel.

[sammyjevans]

Sam: Okay, so honestly, I did not know it was that long ago, but yeah, I know about the romance stuff. And knowing that you're kinda the same when it comes to that is why I thought you might understand my confusion and could help me figure things out without me having to explain how I just don't get romantic feelings for someone as easily as everybody else. Sam: I need friend-Stella for this. No need to dissect the whole what alcohol can do thing - college showed me just what it can do 🤪😂 - well, other than hopefully figuring out if this was because I wanted to do it- that I actually have feelings for Mack without knowing it. or if it was just the alcohol talking. Am I even making any sense right now? Sam: Cool, thanks for saying that.

Stella: …Sammy, your faith in me is adorable. Like, you realize my last kiss was in a whole ‘nother decade right? And I’m kind of a romance pariah?

Stella: Wait, fuck, do you need friend-Stella or therapist-Stella? ‘Cause I can go full “let’s dissect social behavior trends as influenced by alcohol” on you, but sometimes folks don’t need or want that.

Stella: Happy 2025, you nerd, 😂 Same goes, and you can drop into my texts with literally no greeting anytime you want, god knows I do it enough.

[sammyjevans]

Sam: The name rings a bell but that's about it. Sam: That's cool! But it makes me wonder- is the zen mode because of the music or because you're lying upside down on your couch, and all your blood is flowing to your brain?

text 📲 open

Daria: anyone else remember those pure moods cds? Daria: i may or may not have found a spotify playlist with all the songs on it and am now laying upside down on my couch all in zen mode while i listen to it

[sammyjevans]

Sam 📲 Stella

Sam: I need your advice about something a bit confusing or more kind of a whole lot confusing... So, during NYE, I ended up sharing a kiss with Mack, and no, not one at midnight but before that. It was a bit unexpected, and honestly, I was a little tipsy then... I can't stop thinking about it, and it has me wondering what it means. Like, did it happen because I like them more than just a friend, or did it happen because I was kinda drunk? Sam: Also - Hi, happy 2025. Wishing you all the best things for the new year, such as health, happiness, good karma, and all that.

[sammyjevans]

Bearcreek would be a lot less nerdy and colorful without you -- thank you for being a such a fantastic friend and movie buddy, Cap 🫡

[sammyjevans]

you're a super awesome friend and I loved your Wednesday costume at Halloween!!