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[sammy-i-dont-want-to-be-here]

Uh, so... I guess I'm... leaving Tumblr?

Uh, listen, I spend a lot of time here and I loved every single bit of it and the people I met here. But... I dunno, I don't feel motivation for this site anymore...?

It's not any depression state, I really mean it. Look at how long it was since I posted something here

So uh... my still working accounts are Tiktok I mostly moved on @/thatonecatmeow6 and I started to write fanfictions again on AO3 @/meow70

So uh... sorry it's how it ends

Maybe I don't really quit, I guess I will check out what's happening here but I won't post anymore.

So uh... sorry it ends like this

Maybe I'll come back here one day again, I don't know

Goodbye. Surely for now

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((Uh, sorry guys for so long time waiting for answers on asks

Basicaly ummmmm I am at hospital rn and I can't really answer, but I'll be sure to respond as fast as I can))

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How are you doing today? (mun: //waves// I love your art and how you draw bendy sm cries))

((Hey, hey, hey 👋

Welcome to my other blog XD

Also thank you, glad you like it 🌸))

[sammy-i-dont-want-to-be-here]

FATHER YOU’RE BACK

I MISSED YOU

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//OMGGGGGG I really need to post something here ;_;

Didn't get any asks for so long, Time to get this blog back to work//

[sammy-i-dont-want-to-be-here]

((Hey

You know... it's not like I'm not answering asks again. I just don't get any XD

Anyway, this blog might be a bit less used because Bendy started to be kind of boring to me. You can check out my main blog (@that-one-cat-meow) to see what I'm doing rn

Okay, that's all. See ya!))

[sammy-i-dont-want-to-be-here]

((I'm going to sleep

I mean, no yet

But I will be offline

Goodnight everyone 🌃))

[sammy-i-dont-want-to-be-here]

Hello father can I have a cookie pretty pls

And maybe a hug too

((WHO STOLE MY BLACK PEN AGAIN- 🔪))

[sammy-i-dont-want-to-be-here]

will you adopt me :3

((he did))

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MY LORD!! THE ANGEL IS TRYING TO KILL ME! PLEASE HELP D:

-Sammy Lawrence

((I missed drawing Alice fr-))

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((I'm back! Had an... exsistential crisis I guess-))

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I need to frikin remake this blog

If I could I would make it again, but... I have 400 follows and I don't want to loss all the progress :')

I want to focus more on My AU, I keep seeing this fully-Bendy blogs and think 'God, why does so many things distracting me... I could be like them'

I can't focus, normal work take hours, I keep distracting, so many things stress me... I start to think I have ADHD because that sounds like this, but I'm scared to tell my parents about that because they may say it's dumb and I should just work more...

it's like... I'm waking up, saying to myself 'Okay, today I do this, this, this and this' and then I sit down all day, time pass and it's already dark and I realise I didn't make any of it, because I didn't feel like to.

I want to draw more My AU art but I suddenly have no idea how, my art suck or... my brain is just empty

I forgot to message my friends, our contacts are ending and I start to blame myself

A long time friend that pushed me away and I had crush on suddenly after two years of being in same class and not talking message me and ask if we could meet

It's... it's kind of too much for me. And I try my best, I know everyone make mistakes but... I don't know. I keep blaming myself I can't be like the person I was in the past...

[sammy-i-dont-want-to-be-here]

Finaly got him ✨

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Microwave me (⁠・⁠∀⁠・⁠)

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HELLO HI HAPPY FATHER’S DAY I BROUGHT YOU A WOODEN MODEL TRAIN I MADE MYSELF

Don’t ask how many splinters I got

((yay I'm back

Also I was confused with that ask because I realised in my country father's day is on 23 while in others it's on 16-))

[sammy-i-dont-want-to-be-here]

((I'm back from England!! I can answer your asks now >:)))

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((rebloging this here cuz I have one ask about father's day-

It's later in my country (for some reason)👍))

Why is that you have father's day on 16, while in Poland it's on 23-