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                       * . ✧ THE SECRET HISTORY✧ . *

                                               - STARTERS -

❝ Beauty is terror. Whatever we call beautiful, we quiver before it. ❞ ❝ Beauty is rarely soft or consolatory. Quite the contrary. Genuine beauty is always quite alarming. ❞ ❝ This is the only story I will ever be able to tell. ❞ ❝ But how, how can you possibly justify cold-blooded murder? ❞ ❝ Are you happy here? ❞ ❝ But isn’t it also pain that often makes us most aware of self? ❞ ❝ Our own selves make us most unhappy, and that’s why we’re so anxious to lose them, don’t you think? ❞ ❝ Some things are too terrible to grasp at once. ❞ ❝ It is is better to know one book intimately than a hundred superficially. ❞ ❝ Forgive me, for all the things I did but mostly for the ones that I did not. ❞ ❝ Love doesn’t conquer everything. And whoever thinks it does is a fool. ❞ ❝ There are such things as ghosts. People everywhere have always known that. ❞ ❝ I am nothing in my soul if not obsessive. ❞ ❝ I felt my existence was tainted, in some subtle but essential way. ❞ ❝ How did they get there? When did this happen? ❞ ❝ Anything is grand if it’s done on a large enough scale. ❞ ❝ Any action, in the fullness of time, sinks to nothingness. ❞ ❝ I suppose the shock of recognition is one of the nastiest shocks of all. ❞ ❝ Not quite what one expected, but once it happened one realized it couldn’t be any other way. ❞ ❝ It is easy to see things in retrospect. ❞ ❝ What are the dead, anyway, but waves and energy? Light shining from a dead star? ❞ ❝ I no longer have the ability to travel as freely as I would like. ❞ ❝ After all, the appeal to stop being yourself, even for a little while, is very great. ❞ ❝ How quickly he fell; how soon it was over. ❞ ❝ They understand not only evil, it seemed, but the extravagance of tricks with which evil presents itself as good. ❞ ❝ Someone – was it van Gogh? – said that orange is the color of insanity. ❞ ❝ I suppose there is a certain crucial interval in everyone’s life when character is fixed forever. ❞ ❝ It is dangerous to ignore the existence of the irrational. ❞ ❝ Who is in control here? ❞ ❝ I think it’s good to change the place where one sleeps from time to time. I believe it gives one more interesting dreams. ❞ ❝ It’s a terrible thing, what we did. ❞ ❝ I had never been warm in my life, ever. ❞ ❝ It is a terrible thing to learn as a child that one is a being separate from all the world. ❞ ❝ It does not do to be frightened of things about which you know nothing. ❞ ❝ You are like children. Afraid of the dark. ❞ ❝ It’s beautiful here, but morning light can make the most vulgar things tolerable. ❞

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i love you too

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Love Merkuri

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𝙹𝚊𝚗𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟸𝟼, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

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“Happiness, sweet friend, is a solemn thing. And joy is closer to tears than laughter…”

— Marcel Proust (1871 - 1922), quoting Victor Hugo in a letter to Madame Straus [ 11 November 1918. ]

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killian jones battle | full body shots

captainswaan vs colinodonorgasm

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Some house fashions

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“His screams were coming from an ancient existence. The phantom that alone bequests him with more power than any salient being. He, that marred, that indolent Ghost with somber depth of concealed waters. He wanders like the witchery of the east sequestered to the drowning. Awake, his ghost mourns, screams — cease to exist, anachronistically.”

— Channing H.M, The Monochrome of Darkness

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      There won’t be peace               —  ‘til I get what I ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ.

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“Tragic love and that alone. Tragic happiness. And when love ceases to be tragic it is something else and the individual again throws himself in search of tragedy.”

— Albert Camus, from a notebook entry featured in Notebooks (1951-1959)

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Your muse has just returned from my muse’s funeral when a knock on their door drags them out of their grieving - in front of it stands my muse.

Send “WTF” for a starter.

Alt. meme: (X)

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My muse has just returned from your muse’s funeral when a knock on their door drags them out of their grieving - in front of it stands your muse.

Send “Hello there” for a starter.

Alt. meme: (X)

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 harry potter houses x winter | slytherin 

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crime plots i need:

you’re dating one of my gang members, but i’m the boss and i know how to please you better.

i stole your car and the police isn’t doing anything so you decided to track me down yourself and you found me, but whatcha gonna do, i went through your stuff so i know all your secrets.

you’re a heavy criminal or something idek and we hooked up a while ago but fuck, i owe my drug dealer money and i really pissed him off bc that’s what i do and now i need you to help me otherwise i’m gonna be dead and you actually know what ur doing so.

we’re gang members but the rule is we’re not allowed to date people inside the gang, but there’s a lot of sexual tension between us and then all of a sudden we have to take care of something together bc the boss says so and if you kiss me i’m gonna fucking kill you, but pls do.

your dad is my biggest enemy in the crime world and you’re a straight-up rebel, so to piss him off you decide to sleep with me and wow, it was fucking amazing, but now your dad is out to kill me so what now.

you’re a criminal and even though i’m a pretty good person we’re still dating and then you get caught and end up in prison and everyone that you owe money/drugs/etc from now comes to attack me and it’s a few years later when you get out and come to see me only to find out that nothing’s the same. (either i became a criminal/dealer myself or a prostitute/stripper bc i needed the money or i changed my name, moved away and gave birth to a child that’s yours)

we’re two thieves who literally can’t stand each other bc we’re each others biggest competitors so we have a stealing war with each other to prove that i’m the best in what we do and it doesn’t stop at just stealing objects (girl/boyfriends, friends, jobs, name it!)

we’re lovers and we decided to rob a gas station together bc we needed the money and holy shit, we got a lot more cash than we expected, but oh shit turns out this business was actually really shady and now there’s a whole gang after us that’s trying to kill us to get their whitewashed money back.

we’re just normal people and we’ve been going out for a few months and it’s pretty clear to me that you’re keeping something from me but i can’t put my finger on it and all of a sudden i get kidnapped and it’s really fucking scary bc they look dangerous as fuck and they keep asking me the weirdest questions about you and wait what, it turns out you make drugs/sell guns/whitewash money/whatever ?!? and of course you come in and rescue me and i’m super relieved, but now i don’t know if i should be mad or turned on about it all.

i work for a cartel, not because i want to but because they’re gonna kill me if i don’t and i just got to the united states and they’re making me do all sorts of things (cutting coke, cleaning labs, ‘providing money’) and it’s really fucking awful, but then all of a sudden you notice me even though you’re (much) higher up and i don’t know why but you’re helping me to get higher up as well and before i know it we’re getting assignments together and you’re like really bad ass fuck i’m starting to like you.