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This man (who works at 2 prominent companies @pixar and @netflix) raped me while I was unconscious on July 20th, 2020. I am now pregnant, and he called this afternoon to threaten me.

Never thought that something like this would happen to me. Due to how society is, and him being a Cis White Male (like Brock Turner), he will get away with it.

It’s unfortunate our society well never get justice for people of color, especially after harm is being done by white men.

@traumatic-scars

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The Abusive White Owner

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I am a 32 year old single women, who is successful at her job. When I met John William B. (We shall call him J. Dubb) everything was great. Everything was great until he started lying, and gas lighting me. When I got pregnant with our child, he started yelling at me that it was all my fault, and “how Catholic his parents are”. They were going to kill him. He had no interest in me, or the baby at that point.

I ended up having a miscarriage due to the constant stress, blame, and physical abuse J. Dubb caused. He never once asked if I was ok. He told me he didn’t believe that I miscarried our baby and forced me to send over a Doctors note, which I did. He then said he didn’t think it was real, because of how my Doctor signed the note. He said he googled my OBGYN’s name and said he found her.

A few weeks go by, and things to have gone well for J. Dubb, and I. I started noticing inconsistencies of the stories he was telling me on where he was. He screamed at me one time, and asked him if he was still at work… he screamed “What are you doing a drive by my house!!!?”

I responded, “Babe no! That’s not what’s going on.”

Later, that same night on Feb. 3, 2018, I fell ill. I had a c-section rupture, I tried to call him to let him know… he was no where to be found. I was airlifted to near by well known hospital, because I was hemorrhaging. My friend had finally gotten a hold of him, and he was in Long Beach, CA for the weekend. He sent her a reply back and said, “hahaha! Sucks she’s in this situation, but I need to do me.”

Fast Forward to these past 2 weeks… J. Dubb said he tried to make it back from a “work” trip, which I knew deep down wasn’t true. I even sent him paper work from the incident on Feb 3, because he asked for it. I still had a glimmer of hope that he would change. I have let him know I received a stage 3 cervical cancer diagnosis, last week, and showed him proof of the paper work.

His response was, “So? Everyone goes through things. Everyone dies!!! Now what about me?!”

I’ve never cried so hard before in my life that someone can be so cold, and cruel. I finally blocked him from all aspects of my life, and I have a sense of relief and calmness…

#metoo #emotionalabuse #physicalabuse #miscarriage #cancer #hewantedmetodie

@abused-used-girls @emotionalloneliness @emotionalwords @emotionalabuseawareness @physical-and-mentally-injured @physicalab