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We are now a diagnosed OSDD system. That was very very scary.

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Just caught myself dissociating in the Kubrick stare 😩

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Every once in a while I get a SUPER strong specific type of horny that makes me want to eat puss but most often I really want gock

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We're very tired of being violently ill. First there was a mental break, then I tore a muscle, now I've got some kind of flu. I just want to exist not in pain

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And just like that Shiloh took a step back lmao she's a little overconfident I think. I appreciate the break from fronting but pls give us more slack

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Shiloh wants to go to basement shows and dance with gay girls

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Two of Shiloh's looks. She's been very helpful cofronting with Wren while we figure this whole thing out.

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Imposter syndrome hits EXTRA hard when you also think you're dealing with OSDD 🫠 like which of us is the fuckin imposter

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Holy emotional flashback nightmare Batman!

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I have the NORMAL amount of suicidal ideations!

I threatened to kill myself at ten years old just like EVERYONE does at that age.

My mom threatened to kill my brother and I because I lied about eating more girl scout cookies than I was supposed to, like a good mom does.

I will allow myself to be diagnosed.

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So the average ACEs score is 5 right? Then I'm slightly above average 🥹

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I booked my first laser appt and it's in my hometown. It's bringing up a lot of old bad feelings but I'm fuckin 28 years old I should be dealing with these things. I'm going to make a self care day of it and go to a place I need to see again to process pretty much my entire childhood

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I am deeply unwell

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i like the gay little magician

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All day I've faced a barren waste

Without the taste of chowder, clam chowder

Old Dan and I with throats burned dry

And souls that cry for chowder

Cold, clam chowder

The nights are cool and I'm a fool

Each star's a bowl of chowder, clam chowder

And with the dawn I'll wake and yawn

And carry on to chowder

Cold, clam chowder

Keep a-movin', Dan, don't you listen to him, Dan

He's a devil, not a man

And he spreads the burnin' sand with chowder

Dan, can you see that big, green tree?

Where the Chowder's runnin' free

And it's waitin' there for you and me?

Chowder? Cold, clam chowder.

The shadows sway and seem to say

"Tonight we pray for chowder, clam chower"

And way up there He'll hear our prayer

And show us where there's chowder

Cold, clam chowder

Keep a-movin', Dan, don't you listen to him, Dan

He's a devil, not a man

And he spreads the burnin' sand with chowder

Dan, can you see that big, green tree?

Where the chowder's runnin' free

And it's waitin' there for you and me?

Chowder, cold, clam chowder.

Cold, clam chowder