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But my sleep is just full of nightmares and flashbacks.

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Dear diary...

Every day that passes is just another battle against myself...

I'm tired...

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I hate myself.

I hate my face.

I hate my eyes.

I hate my ears.

I hate my nose.

I hate my mouth.

I hate my lips.

I hate my hair.

I hate my neck.

I hate my shoulders.

I hate my chest.

I hate my back.

I hate my belly.

I hate my hips.

I hate my arms.

I hate my hands.

I hate my fingers.

I hate my skin.

I hate my crotch.

I hate my thighs.

I hate my knees.

I hate my legs.

I hate my feet.

I hate my ankles.

I hate my toes.

I hate my smile.

I hate my laugh.

I hate my scars.

I hate my stretch marks.

I hate my bones.

I hate my body hair.

I hate my voice.

I hate my mind.

I hate my thoughts.

I hate my dysphoria.

I hate my depression.

I hate my anxiety.

I hate my eating disorders.

I hate my trauma.

I hate my nightmares.

I hate my past.

I hate my memories.

I hate my childhood.

I hate my adolescence.

I hate my adulthood.

I hate my existence.

I hate my life.

I just hate every single thing about myself so fucking much...

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Dear diary...

The fact that I'm still "alive" in 2024 just feels like a huge mistake...

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Yo en este momento

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I'm proud of you for making it this far.

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Lonely nights.

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Dude I literally just want to spend time with you and you do not give a single fuck you’d rather hang out with him 🙄🙄🙄🙄

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The depression is depressioning

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Although you appear in earthly form Your essence is pure Consciousness. You are the fearless guardian of Divine Light. Rumi

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⚜️🍂🤎🍂Fall Touch🍂🤎🍂⚜️

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🔺🍁🔻Red Fall🔻🍁🔺