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my friend has taken less to eat today and my 4n4 is immediately angry and taking it as a challenge 🙄🙄

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I hate it when ppl go to ed spaces and say things like “this is not enough food guys 🥺” or “this is so sad 🥺” Like i understand you have good intentions but you’re being SO fucking annoying 😭

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toxic trait is “forgetting” to update my cw if i gained

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just started a 20 hour fast this is to keep me motivated

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me: is shaking cause fasting

also me: energy drink will fix that

*shaking intensities*

me: the risk i took was calculated, i am however bad at math

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man I thought oh itd be fun to return to 4n4blr but it just made me anxious 🙄🙄🙄🙄

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IM ABOUT TO BAWL MY EYES OUT my favourite favourite discord ed server just got deleted and i only just found out 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 those people were so dear to me i am miserable 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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its pretty easy being miserable actually, just get an eating disorder, that gets things done

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feeling skinny today lmaoo

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god i wanna join an ed group chat or something but its hard to find anything

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im meeting with a friend today so i wanted to lose as much as i could but in the end i havent lost anything sigh.....

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can't wait until september to relapse and be the worse I can be 🤩

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is it fucked up that i am at my lowest weight and i am still fat and nowhere close to my goals

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is it liquid fast if the only calories i had today were chocolate milk and soda /j

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i lost almost exactly 20 pounds and clothes that used to be tight are now a little loose

i see the difference but it still feels like i havent lost anything at all, i still look at my body and see the same exact fat body, with maybe 1 mm lost

god do i want to lose weight faster

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Me after every meal ever