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"I will rearrange the stars Pull 'em down to where you are I promise I'll do better With every heartbeat I have left I'll defend your every breath”

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Palestinian men should not have to repeatedly hold up pictures of their family struggling through a genocide, for us to care about them. Fundraisers conducted by/for Palestinian men, should not have to repeatedly refer to their mothers, sisters, wives and children, to make us realize their humanity, their vulnerability. Enough. Isn't it enough after so many months? Hadn't it always been enough?

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“I didn’t want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that’s really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.”

— Ned Vizzini

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why do all the words sound heavier in my native language?

—  @metamorphesque, Yoojin Grace Wuertz (Mother Tongue), Still Dancing: An Interview With Ilya Kaminsky (by Garth Greenwell), Jhumpa Lahiri (Translating Myself and Others), @lifeinpoetry

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🐈🍂🍁

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I have a lot to say but I can't seems to get them out loud ...

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about my favourite book and the character in it ✨ - Theodore Finch 💜 Violet Markey

I can relate to Finch's urge on saving Violet. I love how he prioritize on keeping her stayed alive when Finch himself wanted to die so bad.

I wish I had someone that help me to stay positive. I don't want them to hear me and my sad suicidal thoughts every damn time. I just need a word that help me to stay alive, to stay in this cruel world. A pleasant guide towards the light and a piece of hope. Just like Finch.

I also wish I could be like Finch. Helping someone. I don't want to be selfish and thinking that it was all about me when there's "other" thoughts to consider. I want save someone too :)

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:'(

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It's better that way...

“Feelings, alas, disappear without justification, and often without a trace.”

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意难平

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"Is today a good day to die ?" TF

"I'll never forgive you for leaving me. I just wish you could forgive me. You saved my life. Why couldn't I save yours ?" VM

Epitaph for Finch written by Ultraviolet Remarkey-able ; Theodore Finch — I was alive. I burned brightly. And then I died, but not really. Because someone like me cannot, will not, die like everyone else. I linger like the legends of the Blue Hole. I will always be here, in the offerings and people I left behind

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I wish I would've known that,

So I could care just before we collapsed 🍂

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Land of Stars ✨

The night we were sitting together ...

You were laying down

I was just sitting hugging my knees

The cold breeze

We were looking at the same sky ...

Sky full of stars ...

We might not talk to each other,

But you and I, we admiring the same stars, the same sky

It was so beautiful, I thought.

The scenery, the lake .. Everything.

I was hoping that night does not end.

I want to feel your present next to me and looking at the same sky full of stars again.