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my presents don’t have tags and wouldn’t have bows and ribbons on them if i didn’t put them on and one is still unwrapped.

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my dog died and i started school full time and had my last day of work within the same 72 hours AND it happened on halloween fuck my stupid baka life

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Hey, no homo, but I am sitting on the broken swing set out back in the perfect, quiet, 2:00am blackness and picturing the softness of your voice and the darkness of your eyes with such perfect and terrible clarity that it feels like I'm choking on my own heartbeat.

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once again my dreams remind me that i am a cathedral filled with pieces of people i have loved and reflections of who i was when i loved them

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EVERY TIME I LOOK BACK, MY CHILDHOOD GROWS HORNS; ON AGING.

lorde // iasoup on tumblr // alain de botton // jenny slate // katie maria // silas denver melvin // chelsea wolfe

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tired of being angry and full of rage

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not to pray on ur downfall or anything but i truly hope you get everything u deserve 🖤🖤🖤

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starting my 23rd birthday off right by realizing i’ve been replaced by fp. i literally hope he rots and i’m so disgusted at myself.

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it’s halloween weekend and i’m alone. not physically but emotionally. so many people i used to know are out at parties or having get togethers. and i’m alone on my balcony smoking weed. i’m about to turn twenty three and i never thought i’d be alive past 18. i hope that 23 treats me better than 22 has. i don’t know if i can make it to 24 if it doesn’t.

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lowkey my first bf ever deserves to throw rocks at me i was HORRIBLE to him

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i love you, it looks like rain, June Gehringer

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i miss the person u were when u rlly loved me

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when will it finally be my turn to be happy

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melatonin