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I haven't been on here in a while, I've been having so many breakdowns lately ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა

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!!please read, I need advice.!!!

okay so I thought this happened yesterday but apparently it was a few days ago but I was sleeping [I think in afternoon] and I typically go to sleep with no clothes. Well I remember being half awake and my mom had came into my room.

I remember I couldn't wake up no matter what and I kept telling myself in my head to wake up, I remember I was moving a little and I would open my eyes for a second until it felt like my eyes were forced shut again.

I could barley move and I couldn't keep my eyes open for more than a second. I keep going in and out of sleep.

Well I brought it up earlier to my parents and asked if someone tried to wake me up the other day and said that I remember I couldn't wake up and for some reason they almost seemed like there was tension. Like they changed the subject after explaining quickly how they always wake me up.

Then later on i talked to just my mom and finally after a while of talking I had said that I remember saying I didn't have clothes on and she had said that a few days ago she came into my room and I told her to leave because I didn't have clothes.

So at this point I know that it wasn't a dream.

I'm not sure but I feel weird about this whole situation and I also feel like I remember the covers being taken away from me a little.

I really don't know what to do and it's really hard to remember.

Does anyone have any ideas of why this may have happened or anything at all?

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dad bf who teaches me everything >>>>

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The fact my pretty girl isn't sending me videos of her humping the stuffie I bought her is really Squishing my Mellow, dude 🤙

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anyways aside from being super depressed...I really wanna be crushed in between a man's thighs.

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anyways aside from being super depressed...I really wanna be crushed in between a man's thighs.

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I think im gonna quit one of my jobs because of that manager.

It really sucks that I'm letting some guy drive me out of a job.

I just don't have the energy to do anything about it. I easily could and have evidence of him being weird but im scared to do anything so I guess I wont.

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I feel like im never taken seriously.

I try my best to be nice and and speak softly, even why trying to get my point across. Then they don't listen.

Then I start to raise my voice and get angry. Then I'm wrong for it.

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we did foot locks in jiu-jitsu today and I think I hurt my foot really bad

It's painful to move :(

I don't have time to rest it, this sucksssa

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I hate being sexualized constantly.

Just because I post something sexual doesn't give you the right to be sexual with me.

Just because I wear certain clothes doesn't give you the right to be sexual with me.

Just because I say something that "sounds sexual" doesn't give you the right to be sexual with me.

I never gave my consent and said that i was okay with it, yet people still don't ask me or take me seriously.

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I hate being chubby istg, do people even actually like it for real??

I swear people be lying to me :(

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"I have tattoos older than you, little girl."

Drop your pants...

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You want to call yourself her daddy?

What’s her favorite color? What’s something that always makes her laugh? What are her goals? Her dreams? What is she afraid of? Do you know what she likes do to when she wants to relax? Do you know what helps her when she’s had a bad day? Can you recognize when she needs extra love because she’s feeling needy but doesn’t want to say anything? Can you tell when she’s bothered by something? Do you know her favorite way to be held, to be cuddled, to be wrapped up in your arms? Are you her safe place to go to when the world gets scary? Does she feel safe opening up to you? Does she feel like she can tell you anything? Do you punish from a place of love/caring, for correction of her destructive behaviors, for her own good? Do you see her as a person, a whole complete, complicated person? Do you make her feel respected and cherished? Do you protect her? Do you take care of her?

Being daddy is way more than fucking her, and if you’re not ready to take her heart, mind, body and soul, and protect & treat them with all the love, care, tenderness, respect that you are capable of giving, then you’re not her daddy. You’re just some asshole who wants to be called that. And you can get fucked.

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yayy time to get only 5 hours of sleep :(

[I got like 15 hours yesterday, MY SLEEP SCHEDULE IS SO BAD]