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No wonder I fucking relapsed no wonder I don’t want to stay clean anymore

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Tfw ur so dissociated that you cannot see anything clearly at all and you can barely stay awake bc if it lol

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I’m just so hungry but I refuse to eat rn.

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You shouldn’t expect to be happy

You don’t deserve to be happy

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No one loves you lol

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I’m just so tired from classes and all I wanted was something to look cleaner

Idk it’s whatever

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Not me dissociating 🤪🤪🤪

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My needs don’t fucking matter.

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Time to have yet another meal I won’t be able to eat bc no one wants to listen to me and take me seriously about my sensory issues around eating 🙃

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I am actually so sad at all the dogs that have sad backstories and I literally don’t know how to cope with this feeling

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I’m so fucking ready to die lol

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I just miss when I cut and it almost didn’t matter

Like I knew it was important to stay clean but there wasn’t time backing my reasons to stay clean like there is now

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I just want to cut myself again

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It’s really fucking cool to see your gf give your roommate more physical attention (gf is helping roommate w hair) than you over the past couple days 🤠

Really makes you feel great lol

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My gf keeps looking at her phone and ig she’s looking for notifs for my posts

Surprise: made a new blog bc I really can’t handle her knowing any of this 🥴

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There’s something rly depressing about knowing even if you lost enough weight to be skinny enough you’d have too much loose skin to look that way 🥲

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Hey maybe my ed can come back 🥴🥴

I know adderall (prescribed) makes it nearly impossible to eat and on top of me already having signs of arfid bc of it which feels like it doesn’t count as me actually relapsing in my ed but maybe I can and just like speed up the skinnying process lol