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im cool with sharing that because i was far away from home on a work trip; i snatched this lil lady inside Quintette Coal Mine near Tumblr Ridge, British Columbia, Canada

also id like to be very clear that both the grabbing and the holding were extremely gentle; the bird was exhausted from being trapped inside the building for 2 days and did not attempt to escape being picked up, and i couldn't feel the contact through my glove. once i got her outside she flew away immediately and joined the rest of the same birds that constantly flew in flocks around the building

I love birdwatchers they’re like “I just saw my ALL TIME FAVORITE BIRD SPECIES! I’ve always dreamed of seeing one in the wild! I am ECSTATIC!��� and it’s the most boring looking little brown bird you’ve ever seen.

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sorry to anyone who wants to watch my twitchstreaming, I really am trying my best but I am doing like. straight up The Worst right now. what little free time that i have i need to spend on myself and i feel really guilty about having people subscribed to my channel and Not Streaming but im about to get even more busy for a week...

i hope I'll have time again in January but I cant make any promises

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it's kind of annoying how whenever you ask a windmill how they feel about a piece of media their answer is ALWAYS "oh I'm a pretty big fan" like BITCH you haven't watched and read everything don't lie to me!!

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waiting on a 12hr print for the last piece, but;

killteam table (Killzone: Octarius Mission 1.1 Reconnoitre) almost done! aside from paint. but the important bit is that the pieces are there, making them pretty comes later

after this set is done ill be starting on walls for Gallowdark tables, i found some great files for something like that recently and I'm excited to give them a go

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couldnt sleep. Minke Breacher Team test model

first try at edge highlighting, not perfect but good enough :)

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i love snow but why do all of the worst things always have to happen in winter

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does anyone know where a lady can get a job that'll pay a lot of money real fast. in december.

my credit card got declined taking a taxi to work thismorning so thats now maxed out at 16k. which means the only money i have til the next time i get paid is the $6 in my bank account.

even then the job i have now will pay a little less than my bills for december, and ill be getting laid off in January because it was a temporary holiday/seasonal position

basically. i think im fucked.

i wasnt able to pay my epcor(electricity) bill for last month and i sure as hell wont be able to catch up on that this way

i dont know how I'm going to pay for food. or my meds. i dont know how im going to get to work without being able to take a taxi. i have a job as industrial fire safety but there wont be any work for me that way til march so january+february is 4k of expenses i cant pay. i cant qualify for social aid programs because my mother fucked me over with this stupid fake mortgage she forced on me. im done. i give up. i cant keep this up and I dont have anyone that can or will help me

I want to go to sleep and never have to deal with waking up again

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i wish I had like, any excess money at all. a lil something for fun money...

my store has a Whole Shelf of killteam boxes and the kt models are just consistently so much better than the regular 40k models and we also have all the little cardpacks and the compendium book...

oh if i just had a bit of disposable income

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Soo did y'all know you can get a soldering iron for 8 bucks? I didn’t. I do now. I’m about to burn the shit out of myself.

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some birds are just free for the grabbing and taking.

i found this one in a coal mine.

(I caught her so I could take her outside because she was trapped)

I love birdwatchers they’re like “I just saw my ALL TIME FAVORITE BIRD SPECIES! I’ve always dreamed of seeing one in the wild! I am ECSTATIC!” and it’s the most boring looking little brown bird you’ve ever seen.