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I’m seeing.. someone this week if you want to come with me.

Night ride with the cool wind.

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Are you okay?

I’m fine.

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Are you okay?

Night ride with the cool wind.

Needed that.

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I need to look at moving out of this place, bad vibes.

Checked out a few apartments in LA.

Fell in love with one..

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Checked out a few apartments in LA.

Fell in love with one..

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I’ll just get out of your life, I keep making things worse.

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Oh.. you do hate me.. okay.

I can’t do this.

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Oh.. you do hate me.. okay.

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I’m sorry.

I’m sure.

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I’m sorry.

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Angel.

What?

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Angel.

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A couple in the middle of town. They’re nice people, Angel. I made sure of that.

I have to go.

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A couple in the middle of town. They’re nice people, Angel. I made sure of that.

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Lo siento, mi amor. He’s in Santa Padre.

Where, Mollie? If you don’t tell me, I’ll find out myself.

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Lo siento, mi amor. He’s in Santa Padre.

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I know, Angel. I know but I was scared, we weren’t ready for a child the first time. I did what I thought was right. I should have told you.. I’ve regretted it for years. You’ve always deserved to know the truth, I’m just shitty. Yes, we have a son.

So what? We could’ve figured something out! Keeping shit from me was the right thing to do? ¿Cómo pudiste mentirme? Dios mio. Where is he? Who did you give him up to?

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I know, Angel. I know but I was scared, we weren’t ready for a child the first time. I did what I thought was right. I should have told you.. I’ve regretted it for years. You’ve always deserved to know the truth, I’m just shitty. Yes, we have a son.

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I’m probably going to leave town so I want you to know something before I go and I know how busy you are so I’ll just come right out with it.. Just after we got engaged, I had an abortion. I never told you because I panicked. A few months after you got arrested I found out I was pregnant. For the time you were away I tried.. really hard but when you ended things.. I was angry at you. I gave him up for adoption because I couldn’t do it alone.. you can hate me for everything, I will accept it.

You…what? You were..pregnant? Jesus christ. Twice? And you never thought to tell me? We were engaged, we were gonna get married. You shouldn’t have been afraid to tell me. How could you keep all of this from me?! What, did I not deserve to know the truth till now? Is that it, Mollie? I can’t believe this…we have a son?

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I’m probably going to leave town so I want you to know something before I go and I know how busy you are so I’ll just come right out with it.. Just after we got engaged, I had an abortion. I never told you because I panicked. A few months after you got arrested I found out I was pregnant. For the time you were away I tried.. really hard but when you ended things.. I was angry at you. I gave him up for adoption because I couldn’t do it alone.. you can hate me for everything, I will accept it.

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So I’ve been told. Look you seem too busy sorting your own life out so I’m just going to tell you what I need to tell you and share the rest if you want to know because I’m pretty sure I won’t be in this town much longer.

What are you talking about, Mollie?

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So I’ve been told. Look you seem too busy sorting your own life out so I’m just going to tell you what I need to tell you and share the rest if you want to know because I’m pretty sure I won’t be in this town much longer.

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I don’t want help. I either do it by myself or not at all.

You’re stubborn.

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I don’t want help. I either do it by myself or not at all.

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Not really in the headspace for it. It’s not doing well anyway, spending more than I’m earning.

Why didn’t you ever say anything? Ask for help?

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Not really in the headspace for it. It’s not doing well anyway, spending more than I’m earning.

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I don’t want to do this anymore.

Might look into selling the bar.

Why?

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I don’t want to do this anymore.

Might look into selling the bar.

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