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baby i could treat you so good you just have to get past my strange and off-putting demeanor and my kubrick stare and my inability to behave like a human and the 40 layers of icy fortress walls i have up and answer my riddles three

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WRITE IT ANYWAY!!! EVEN IF YOU DONT THINK YOURE GOOD ENOUGH!!! WRITE!!! IT!!!! ANYWAY!!!!!!!

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stupid thing about me is I don’t cut corners but I also have no work ethic. if I do something it WILL be done right. no telling whether I’ll actually fucking do it tho

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hey man I found a piece of your soul stuck in the text messages of old friends you don’t speak to anymore. do you want it back

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they had to kill off Charlie because they realized having a lesbian best friend was going to be too liberating for Dean. If charlie was there in season 11 or 12 when Cas hangs out in the bunker and Dean is asking gay hunters what it's like to settle down and he's making him a mixtape, she would've smacked him over the head

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“Sometimes the best memories are sad, because you know they will never happen again.”

— R.R. (missinyouiskillingme)

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now you’re just somebody that I used to know

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characters who are absolutely convinced down to their bones that they are unlovable being subjected to the mortifying ideal of being wholly and unconditionally loved. that’s the good stuff. never get tired of it.

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the writer’s urge to ask your friends “do you wanna see a little somethin’ i’ve been working on?” when the little somethin’ you’ve been working on is 800 words and ends in the middle of a sentence

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Inspo

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Don’t ever do that again…

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i actually think its incredibly funny that people can just log on to the internet and get in a fight with a guy in another country. what a privileged time we live in. you used to have to go to war to do that

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god i never told you guys but a couple weeks ago at work i heard a guy say, and i closely paraphrase, "So I was out with my partner--republicans hate it when i say that. My heterosexual partner Jessica--" and i was straight up crying before he finished his sentence. fully diegetic convergent linguistic evolution live in the workplace

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dean winchester kept a photograph from his favorite boy on his favorite day and you are laughing?

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dean and cas figuring out what tf to call eachother in public. boyfriend is too teenager/romcom for dean, he’s 40 years old for godssake… the thought of husband crosses eachothers mind, but dean physically short circuits and cas understands the significance and is not willing to throw it around lightly. the issue with all of this, is that they’ve gone through enough together to transcend the ‘boyfriend’ label but, neither of them are able to touch the ‘husband’ label.

so i think they’d settle on ‘partner.’ the term boyfriend can sometimes be thrown around as a joke or used occasionally, but partner is exactly what they are. they’ve been a team since they’d met, hangups and falling outs aside, but they’ve always come back to eachother… they are partners in crime, partners in life and death, they are eachothers good half. everytime cas calls dean his partner, he glows something angelic and the words sound holy and the smile that sticks to his mouth when he says it is sweet and warm. it takes some getting used to on deans part, to be honest, but it honestly rolls off the tongue easy and he buzzes a bit when saying it. dean cant help but feel confident when he says it, because there’s no better word to describe what cas is to him.

they also both know it’s fulfillling deans not-so-secret cowboy fantasy. the word is so western, and sometimes dean will say it with an exaggerated southern drawl. cas is happy to indulge.