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arcadia / tea garden, bioshock

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Mary on a Cross - TMA PMV

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Tma - season 1

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I thought, “I want to die. I want to die more than ever before. There’s no chance now of a recovery. No matter what sort of thing I do, no matter what I do, it’s sure to be a failure, just a final coating applied to my shame. That dream of going on bicycles to see a waterfall framed in summer leaves—it was not for the likes of me. All that can happen now is that one foul, humiliating sin will be piled on another, and my sufferings will become only the more acute. I want to die. I must die. Living itself is the source of sin.

No longer human by Osamu Dazai

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I imagined Dazai had an abusive father (I only know anime canon btw, if his backstory has been revealed at all in manga), before being found by Mori. With Dazai’s self-harm implying bandages and the suicidal ideation, I wanted to explore his loneliness—(2/6)

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soukoku + songs off of my chronological playlist for them

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Dazai: I don’t think we can mansplain, manipulate or manwhore our way out of it this time.

Chuuya, cracking his knuckles: Manslaughter it is.

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Dawn. 

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more bsd because i cant stop thinking about them

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Margaret Atwood, Cat's Eye

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sir if he's your rival and you hate him with every inch of your body and you desire for him to experience the ultimate demise but would without a doubt jump in front and catch an incoming bullet for him to save his life and in return trust him with yours...that's not rivalry anymore sir i regret to inform you that's something else

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We’ll be there as soon as possible.

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Verlaine and bb chuuya❤

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I am afraid because I can so clearly foresee my own life rotting away of itself, like a leaf that rots without falling, while I pursue my round of existence from day to day.

Dazai Osamu

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