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This continues, guys constantly messaging yet pause out of the sight for a meaningful get together. If we hangout, doesn't automatically mean I want a relationship. You making up excuses yet seeming interested and uninterested at the same time is not attractive. Fearful of commitment or me liking them is obserd. Assuming i will like you, is out left field not waiting to be catched. Foul ball, you struck out and now I do not like you remotely as much as you thought I did earlier.

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check out spaghetti the playlist, my favorite made by yours truly ... 

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Please remember, that you cannot change the world, you can only change how you see it. For me, I always strive to help those who are hurting, that druggie that no one talks to? Yeah I'm right next to them, complimenting them trying to boost their confidence. That kid being bullied? Yeah, I've been there before so I'm right next to them throughout the emotional battle. It's strange, that once you get older, you get the great sense that it is not worth wasting time on someone who doesn't want to help themselves. They'll use your generosity and turn it into evil.

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Okay so this is weird. This phenomenon has been happening since the age of human kind. The ability that we as humans focus our attention on one or either two people in our lives. It's like when you like someone, you focus all of your attention on them and no one else. It is a distraction, a good one i suppose it's just a matter of the feeling you get inside. If you have a feeling that he or she does not care, leave, focus on someone else. That happens all the time, focus continues to change and it's just a matter of how you deal with it. I remember all the years that I thought as a 12 year old girl was in love with this boy and only him.

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when u reread a message 7 times and still don’t know how to respond

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Raising Vibrations: How To Be The Change You Want To See In The World

How Do We Live at Higher Vibrations?

Once again, if you want to raise your vibe, it is essential to Master Your Thoughts, but there are some more pivotal pieces to the puzzle. I am going to show you how to align with higher vibrations so that you can be the change you want to see in the world, but first, I want to remind you that you are not a race car driver, so don’t expect to go from zero to ninety in five seconds. As you take inspired steps to raise your vibration, it is important to be patient and kind with yourself. The following is not shared as a “to do” list, but rather as an empowering guide on your personal path of evolution.

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It is here, where you can plant a seed of goodness and grace.

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everyone is more the capable of being ugly in the minds of me, his teeth yellow of disgust

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can you. not?

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Nothing like the imports, from within the grounds and soil of another nation. Knowing where and how it was made? No, that is unanswered as you consume within your reach. That Apple? May or may not be poisoned by Adam & Eve of the factory life.

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Heavy

Hard to breathe, you don't have any complications health wise thankfully but ... that heavy air is surrounding all but my heart. It is near to capacity within my lunges, nothing like the devils herb, not today not tonight. The heavy air is only the mist of stress within. It is uneasy, sitting, laying with your chest towards the ceiling, knowing that your breaths are short and filled with anxiety. You mutter to yourself that you're okay, as your body functions as other. You're okay, just relax, close your eyes and seek the light or either the darkness.

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Know what you want

You know what? Let life happen, you have a goal, reach it, imagine it and don't take no for an answer. It is like calling service hotline for free shipping, if you harass them enough or talk to the right people, you'll eventually receive it. Don't be indecisive, no one has any time for complications within decision making. Know what you want in life, understand its outcomes and make them happen.

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I’ve tried to block your memory to protect me from the pain, pretend I never knew you, and never heard your name. But the walls aren’t strong enough and I fight my tears in vain. The feeling came creeping through and the hurt is still the same. I wish I could forget you, or make you see me now. The pain will ease in time, and though I know it’s over and what we had is gone, the memories will live forever in a corner of my mind.

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I have learned, that the person I have to ask for forgiveness from the most is: myself. You must love yourself. You have to forgive yourself, everyday, whenever you remember a shortcoming, a flaw, you have to tell yourself “That’s just fine”. You have to forgive yourself so much, until you don’t even see those things anymore. Because that’s what love is like.

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the ghost within is the most deadly sin

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tell me something good, some good and godly news that this weekend ill be gone, forever, disappearance into the kindness of strangers

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he's close, to the final touch as my hand dismisses his