rthritis

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Dear fucking god I hurt this morning

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Through has got to be my least favorite way out

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"It is what it is" I say as I almost vomit from anxiety

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I am good. I am loved.

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Struggling so much with regulating my own body temperature, I'm either sweating to death and on the verge of passing out, or I react to cold air by instantly developing goosebumps and a shiver so intense that I can't breathe. It seems to be connected to the inflammation in my neck, which has also been causing bad headaches and some issues with my balance.

I'm already feeling overwhelmed by everything I have to do for Cardiology, and it's making me reluctant to talk to anyone about this. So I'm going to do what I always do - complain about it here so I have a timestamped log of my issues when I finally bring myself to go to the doctor again.

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do it scared. do it whimpering. do it whining and pleading. do it with a raging hard-on

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sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time

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Vintage pins for pride celebrations across the 70s/80s from the LHA button collection

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I actually do feel like the "unemployed friend on a Tuesday" meme actually helps de-stigmatize unemployment because it frequently affirms that when you don't have a job you're more likely to be getting up to some weird shit rather than just lazing around. But I also feel like the unemployed friend is frequently up to some random shit because there's a whole pile of miscellaneous life tasks that full-time employment keeps people from. The unemployed friend is helping their cousin move, or babysitting, or checking in with a neighbor with mobility issues. The unemployed friend is a walking thesis on the inflexibility of our current labor landscape and just how much work exists outside of work.

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Susan Orlean, The orchid thief

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*looks at books* too tired for you *looks at films* too tired for you *looks at art supplies* too tired for you *eyes fall on tumblr* oho ho

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what will it be, boss? the comfort of misery or the pain of change?

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If your life is horrible and you need a new source of meaning and direction.... Do NOT find religion. Learn to identify plants.

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my frankenstein body falling apart every day. sad

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It's 75 degrees in my house so why am I shivering

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Mantra.