no, please don't kill me mr. ghostface, i want to be in the sequel!
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imagine putting your penis in a bear trap. goodnight
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nvm just remembered how recently we came up with the mantra "have to get better or kill myself. and i don't want to kill myself so. have to get better !" so unfortunately i have to get better chat 😔
logging in to make a vent post then tumblr went out like oh okay maybe i shouldn't post that then lmao
#🗯️] t. riley#the thing about being a final girl is that you actually have to survive and persevere ☝️
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logging in to make a vent post then tumblr went out like oh okay maybe i shouldn't post that then lmao
#🗯️] t. riley#been in a wonderful ignoring my problems haze for like a week and now it's wearing off and i feel insane#should probably make an effort to improve our life rather than being resigned to waiting for it all to crumble around us but yknow#s.chizoid split kicking my ass 😔
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okay i don't actively feel like i'm experiencing psychosis anymore (at least, not to the same extent) and i told our parents we're not doing well mentally and to be patient with us + made social plans with them. please give me an epic high five for surviving today and using our big boy words and not buckling under the pressure of our lack of self-worth 👍👍
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being at our most rock bottom rock bottom ever and feeling like we're experiencing psychosis yet somehow sticking to our schedule is kind of hilarious.
like yes i feel like reality is breaking apart at the seams all around me and i'm nothing but an ouroboros eating my own tail, but at least i'm still doing our post-morning coffee teeth brushing like a good boy!
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deciding we need a facimile of joy/social interaction and going on tumblr just to see that our best friend is active and instantly saying "oh god, what if he talks to me? 😟"
chat what do i doooooo what do i do i want someone to talk me but i don't want someone to talk to meeeeee 💔💔
#🗯️] t. riley#not beating the a.vpd allegations#wondering if it'd be better or worse for our mental health to start another ask blog (ie. transh.arm or g.ore or smth)#idk man. free me#they should invent a type of living that isn't torturous
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oh and on the topic of abandonment; we said no more burning bridges but this is a bridge i'm pretty content that we burned.
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wowwwwwww the guy that identifies as a yandere has abandonment issues. who could've seen this coming /sarc
hey girl. i think i have abandonment issues
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hey girl. i think i have abandonment issues
#🗯️] t. riley#this really should not be a surprise in hindsight#started putting ourselves down for toxic thoughts then realized#oh. hey. you're not a controlling psycho you're just scared of being left behind.#the severe trust issues is whatever because we see it as a necessary evil atp#but this is. decidedly not helpful#this is not a good realization to have happen A) right before bedtime#and B) after we chugged coffee and now feel awful
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category 5 doomsday level event is here!!! :)
i always find it so funny whenever we're about to absolutely trip the fuck out on someone but they end up fixing what we were mad about before we can say anything.
'cause the thing is, we are very easily pacified. all you need is to give us a valid reason and instantly the fight drains from us and we're like yeah, okay, that's fair i get it. because at that point we really can't hold it against you and it's kind of just a dick move to keep arguing.
we also just don't get super mad usually. unless it's for something we can't perceive a reason behind and think is just blatant mistreatment. in which case we jump to i will rip you apart immediately and we wait for confirmation before going off. until then yknow. we get confirmation there was in fact a valid reason and easily let it go lol.
so it's very much so a situation of you've just dodged the BIGGEST bullet and you have no ideaaaaa 😭🙏
#🗯️] t. riley#just to clarify NOT ANYONE WE KNOW OKAY#THE 1 PERSON WE KNOW THAT KNOWS THIS BLOG IF UR READING THIS IT'S NOT ABT YOU I PROMISE ILY#a stranger + blatant disrespect = Evil Has Been Unleashed
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honestly i think this is just karma catching up. like we've burned so many bridges that there are simply no bridges anymore there's just water but we can't swim (actually true irl) so. yknow.
#🗯️] t. riley#i need to be put down /nsrs#i wonder what would've happened if we had actually tried to keep our old friend group#or didn't ghost various potential friends#but honestly maybe this is better#even though it really really sucks at least i know we'll have a better understanding of life once its over#we will not burn any more bridges.
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i miss her.
#❤️🩹] sabrinaposting#we were so happy when she deactivated her account but i really wish she hadn't#it's so pathetic to be so attached to someone we knew for maybe 2 weeks at max and it's been almost a year atp#i really wish things had gone differently
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i always find it so funny whenever we're about to absolutely trip the fuck out on someone but they end up fixing what we were mad about before we can say anything.
'cause the thing is, we are very easily pacified. all you need is to give us a valid reason and instantly the fight drains from us and we're like yeah, okay, that's fair i get it. because at that point we really can't hold it against you and it's kind of just a dick move to keep arguing.
we also just don't get super mad usually. unless it's for something we can't perceive a reason behind and think is just blatant mistreatment. in which case we jump to i will rip you apart immediately and we wait for confirmation before going off. until then yknow. we get confirmation there was in fact a valid reason and easily let it go lol.
so it's very much so a situation of you've just dodged the BIGGEST bullet and you have no ideaaaaa 😭🙏
#🗯️] t. riley#always very lucky for the other person because i swear we can be vicious if need be. there's just never a need to be lol#eventually at some point in our life there's going to be someone who does not successfully avoid the category 5 doomsday level event#and rip to that person lmao
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no rizz just comes up with silly, extremely dramatic names for things that happen in our life
anyways The Slashpoint Event: the day the timelines diverged
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NEW STRATEGY UNLOCKED; watching starscream clips whenever we start crying. was despairing and i was like "yknow what this moment needs? Starscream" and laughed myself out of the despair
if nothing else, at least we have hit fictional character starscream <- spoken like a true healthy collection of individuals that totally aren't severely mentally ill /silly
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hey so i know twice is a coincidence, thrice is a pattern, but there's gotta be some kind of psychological meaning behind becoming extremely obsessed (<- not hyperbole) with a villainous fictional character you sort of relate to not once but TWICE
#🩸] corn syrup#gf 2: electric boogaloo babyyyyyyy (but not to the same level of extreme as the gf obsession)#AND I JUST REALIZED THAT THE NEW CHARACTER WE'RE OBSESSING OVER HAS “SCREAM” IN HIS NAME HELLOOOOOOO#that's lowkey such a comforting coincidence though :]
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we need to fix our sleep schedule so bad because we'll be more or less fine all day, then night hits and it's like a switch gets flipped and suddenly our mental health takes a nosedive 😭🙏 and then we're up until like 5 or 6am having a very not fun time 😟
#🗯️] t. riley#and i swear the last like 4 nights in a row we've been having bad identity confusion/blurring#FREE MEEEEEEEE
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