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Thinking about Cooper being non picky and having extremely marginalised way of living, eating dirt and people, probably not taking baths and not needing any anti-radiation medicine at all, but now, when travelling with Lucy, he's actually trying to get somewhat resembling actual humane conditions - actual meat that can be roasted on fire, drinkable filtered water, Rad Away pills.

Lucy is grateful and one day gets him a place in local motel for the night by paying some extra (Ghoul Tax), with an actual bed, so he could also experience some comfort (he absolutely will lock her up in this room until morning and go sleep in the forest saying like "looks like a good place indeed, take ur rest here today" lmao)

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you may be practically immortal but bullets need to be taken out from time to time ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Ghoulcy Week: Prompts 7 - Test Of Loyalty & Body Warship

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Link (?)

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as above, so below, john

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Oh I’m pretty? I bet I’d look prettier with your fingers in my mouth though.

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I want someone to be so desperate to fuck me they touch me so impatiently, hands roughly roaming my body while they messily kiss me, mumbling the word “mine” over and over as they begin to fuck into me, “you’re mine, got it?” “you’re all fucking mine”

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Art trade with @rozmatozz !! Hehe dergon

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Shock trooper reference post

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That moment when a character has just been through hell and they crack a joke to lighten the mood but their laughter turns into sobbing

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A leader who is cold and aloof.

He doesn’t join the team when they attempt to bond, sticking to only training them and giving orders. He won’t even eat with them at the same table, let alone initiate conversation outside what is necessary. The team don’t push, out of respect and borderline fear for him. They believe that he’d sacrfice any of them without a second thought if he had to. They trust him to lead them, but they don’t trust that he’d keep them safe.

The leader is scary. He doesn’t raise his voice, doesn’t even look angry when he’s reprimanding any of them. His voice is a monotone to a point where they wouldn’t be surprised if he was actually a humanoid android. Until one day, the youngest screws up badly, almost costing the entire team their lives. Fortunately, the leader manages to save them, getting them all back to safety.

When he is sure that they are secure, he explodes at the youngest. His fingers bunch into fists, drawing blood from his own palms as his fingernails scrape at the skin. They wonder if he was about to punch the youngest across the face. The Leader’s words are harsh but true, making his junior look at the ground shamefully. One of the other teammates decides that everyone has had enough for today, physically pulling Leader away.

The teammate feels something wet drop onto his hand. That’s when they realize none of them had actually been looking at Leader’s face. His face didn’t read anger, as much as it read fear. His eyes were wet with tears that had yet to fall.

Leader realizes that he’s crying, quickly pulling away from his team to retreat to his room after telling the second in command to make sure everyone is patched up.

In his room, he can’t help but glance at the frame on his bedside. A younger version of himself stands in the centre of a group of six, all of them with their arms around each other, proud of the new stripe the youngest wears on his shoulder. The same youngest that got them all killed.

The youngest member who was now a leader himself, so close to losing his team again.

Leader hadn’t been angry at the youngest, who had tried their best. He had looked down at them, and seen himself. Naive, immature and guilty of killing the people who had loved him.

He cares about his team. Of course he does. But he doesn’t think he’d be strong enough if he were to lose people he loved again. 

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i loved this kicked-puppy wanted poster for tim in the jackpot heist, i also couldnt find any trace of the actual thing online surprisingly so i made one :)

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Being with someone who wants to learn about your past history, not to punish or hurt you, but to learn how you need to be loved

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2023

1. COMMIT TO THE BIT

2. PARTAKE IN THE DIVINE ACT OF CREATION

3. LET THE SOFT ANIMAL THAT IS YOUR BODY LOVE WHAT IT LOVES

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favorite half life npc is that one head crab zombie scientist sat in front of a flickering monitor like right in the beginning of the game