rottingwiththebugs

[rottingwiththebugs]

Reblog to put one of these in your mutuals’ pocket when they’re not looking

[rottingwiththebugs]

there’s plenty wrong with me, but- but it has nothing to do with why I’m talking to you!!!! x-)

i don’t like horror in general. it all feels so .. pointlessly gory. I like psychological thrillers more than I do gross gore stuff. :-P

of course I want to be your friend !!!! i’m not a monster. I don’t- I dont want to hurt you!! I have no interest in doing anything that’s gonna make you feel sad, because- because I don’t want you to feel sad!!! :-(

you’re cool. i like you. I want to be your friend. simple!

ahh.. yeah. crowds are loud and icky, i get it. we could always go later in the evening or at night so there’s less people!! that might work!!!! im so down to just , like, hang out at my apartment with you too. we don’t have to buy silly trinkets — antiquing isn’t the only thing friends do !!

I don’t plan on lettin’ the world crush my view of it, either! it’s much nicer to live when you pretend believe that everything is going to be okay. because it will be!!! ^0^

you are NOT serial killer interesting!!! oh my gosh- yuck, no! you’re just fun to talk to. that’s all!! there’s so much to learn, so many stories to tell to friends that you haven’t let in yet!!! you have opinions and feelings and I just want to know them !!

alcohol is not a good investment. >:-(

p.s - - a skull neck tattoo on you would be really cool ,, 🐜🐜🐜🐜🐜

but- I don’t understand. I don’t follow. it doesn’t compute— you are a good person!!!!! you listen to me talk when nobody has for fucking years! you answer every question, you actually like me, and make me feel like my words are worth something, and I feel like that in itself makes you worthy of kindness and care.. for dealing with me. loneliness is scary, and it makes ya think ya dont deserve connection—, but let yourself have this without thinkin’ there’s ulterior motives!! if I didn’t wanna talk to to ya, I wouldn’t!

too sappy, antsy! roll it back, reverse—

the terrifier films are a bit boring to me if I’m being honest,, I watched the first 20 minutes of the first terrifier and turned it off because I felt like the real horror was the braincells I was loosing!! @_@

ahh, but I’m not gonna yuck your yum!! you’re havin’ fun with them and that’s good! that’s okay!! do you own any merch from that franchise?

OOH !! what was your favorite movie as a kid? do you still like it now? i dont think i can ever stop liking something once I start, i still love the The Nightmare Before Christmas as much as I did the first time I watched it as a lil’ kiddo!!

and- and I think gum counts as candy, actually!!! my favorite gum flavor is strawberry. funny how it’s a opposite to yours, huh? oh , ya- I like spearmint gum whenever I need to feel grounded. its such a strong flavor, it pulls me outta any itchy scratchy yucky thoughts and makes me feel more in-tune with my surroundings!! maybe you should try that. ^_^

I have a stupid amount of stuffed animals, all thrifted!!! i buy all my clothes from the thrift, so sometimes i’ll see a cute little stuffed animal peeking out from the toy area , and then i feel bad leaving them behind! like, im not a monster!! somebody left them behind and i’ll take em home!! i have too , too many. my bed’s completely overtaken by them!!

my favorite stuffed animal I’ve got’s of a death-head hawkmoth. i think that you’d like them, they give off a similar vibe to you!!! the moth, not the stuffed animal. they’ve got a skull on their backs and they’re black-brown n’ yellow!!! you’d think they’re rad. they remind me of you.

and, woah— right on the money ,, I didn’t know I was that obvious! I didn’t mean to spam-like your stuff. you just.. you’re cool and I got overexcited about learning things about you.

- guess anonymity is over,, @rottingwiththebugs 🐜🐜

nah, i'm not a good person. if you actually knew me, you'd know i'm the vilest piece of shit disguised. just because i let you talk and i answer your questions doesn't mean i'm a good person. it means i'm...lonely. bored.

yeah, the terrifier films aren't to everyone's taste. they're actually stupid as fuck. but the gore keeps me from disassociating, so i like it. i don't own any merch, i'm too broke for that. i'd love to, like, dress up as art the clown one day. that'd be funny. and i'd actually feel okay going outside for once. people would be scared of me instead of the other way around.

sure, i'll try the spearmint gum thing. i don't know if it'd help, though. pain is one of the things that keeps me the most grounded. kind of ironic. since pain is the whole reason i have this fucked up brain in the first place.

it's cute you have so many stuffed animals. you're hella empathetic, you know? i mean—i think you are. don't know if you'd agree. if i'm making it up or something. we're talking through a fucking screen. but, yeah, the hawkmoth thing is sweet. i don't know how i remind you of them—again, the fucking screen thing—but it's nice to actually be thought of.

right on the money, huh? does that mean i win some? only half joking. but i've looked at your blog and your pretty cool, too. i mean, you're talking to me so you must be awesome. joking.

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hai !! sorry for going MIA,,, work got hectic ^_^’’’

i’m back now!!!! I missed you guys!!!

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the council shall decide your fate

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snails are rad

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hey, i’m sorry about my sudden absense , but I’m taking a hiatus. I have a lot on my plate, and a lot to do, and I’m just tired. all my roleplay blogs will seize posting for now :(

i luv you guys ^_^<33 I’ll b back sooon

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hey tobs!!

@waitforcaiti

oh oh!! hi caiti! how have you been? :-)

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are you okay, caiti?

fuckfuckfuckfuck not again this can't be happening not again

[rottingwiththebugs]

i’m Tobi! nice to meet you!!! i’ve scrolled thru ur blog and you seem nice. :-)

don’t uhm.. don’t mind the bugs I keep. i really hope you’re not allergic to cats, either!!! ^_^’

though I have allergy medicine if you are.

Friend kicked me out so now I'm living at this shitty air bnb.

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do you need a place to stay? i can give ya a place to stay . i have a spare room in my apartment. i know you don’t know me - but.. but I want you to be okay!! I’m worried about you!!! jigsaw survivors stick together, right?

Friend kicked me out so now I'm living at this shitty air bnb.

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dude- he’s kissing your hand and dancing with you! I think your chances are pretty good, caiti! i know i wouldn’t dance with somebody I didn’t fancy, let alone kiss them anywhere.

i think- I think you’ve found your home, caiti!!! and im happy. im so, so happy for you. because you deserve it!! to be happy!

hi tobi:). i think i finally found that "home person" i've been searching for. thought i'd tell you!

-@waitforcaiti

oh!!! tell me everything , oh my goodness!!! I wanna know what’s happening!!!! who!!! who who who!!!

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hi tobi:). i think i finally found that "home person" i've been searching for. thought i'd tell you!

-@waitforcaiti

oh!!! tell me everything , oh my goodness!!! I wanna know what’s happening!!!! who!!! who who who!!!

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woah, woah, what? I know we’ve never talked. im overstepping. i’m sorry. but i worry. even if i dont know you that well!!! because- because jigsaw survivors gotta stick together!

Friend kicked me out so now I'm living at this shitty air bnb.

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hey tobs. it's been a few days, thought someone outta check in on you:)

-@waitforcaiti

HI! ’ve been okay, just BUSY!!.!.!!. works been a bitch.@_@

but I’m okay!! thank you for checking on me caiti . you’re so nice to me. :-)

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well, well um.. you can push me away all you want Ali, but I won’t believe ya until i learn about you for myself! i don’t just believe everything i hear, silly. gotta do my own research, hah- ya know? and hey, even if you do humor me out of sheer boredom, at least I’m entertaining! like your own personal jester in your asks. x-D

terrifier just seems dumb.. though, i guess a lotta horror seems that way to me!! it makes sense that ya like it, though. ack— in a good way, ‘f course!! it’s over the top and unrealistic. a good way to face your fears in a controlled environment, yah know?

and I’m sorry that you don’t have money to buy silly things! but- but friends buy each other stuff- so maybe uh, maybe we could go shopping one of these days!! and I could buy ya stuff. and we could hang out. if you want to be friends, that is!! hah, unless that’s stupid. sorry-

oh! oh yeah!! strong flavors tend to keep me grounded which is why I offered that. spearmint is STRONGG, keeps my brain occupied. though I tend to forget I’m chewing gum, so I end up chewing a piece of rubber for hours at times!! pain uh- I think pain would bring anybody outta their head. im hoping you don’t hurt yourself too, too bad. have you tried that uh! that thing where you flick your wrist with a rubber band! or does that not help?

and - and thank you! I try. to stay empathetic, I mean. I don’t wanna loose myself ‘cuz of what I’ve gone through. I think I’m empathetic, i feel other peoples feelings so strongly, and hell- I feel for inanimate objects. i know they’re not actually going to get upset if i leave them, but I still feel guilty!

hawkmoths are some of the interesting moths, and you’re one of the most interesting people I’ve had the pleasure of speaking with! they also match your whole aesthetic , with the skull on its neck n’ all!

HAH! i meeaaan, maybe, if i know you’re not gonna spend it on dumb shit! gotta make sure I’m making a good investment, ya know? still, I’m not as cool as you! 🐜

but- I don’t understand. I don’t follow. it doesn’t compute— you are a good person!!!!! you listen to me talk when nobody has for fucking years! you answer every question, you actually like me, and make me feel like my words are worth something, and I feel like that in itself makes you worthy of kindness and care.. for dealing with me. loneliness is scary, and it makes ya think ya dont deserve connection—, but let yourself have this without thinkin’ there’s ulterior motives!! if I didn’t wanna talk to to ya, I wouldn’t!

too sappy, antsy! roll it back, reverse—

the terrifier films are a bit boring to me if I’m being honest,, I watched the first 20 minutes of the first terrifier and turned it off because I felt like the real horror was the braincells I was loosing!! @_@

ahh, but I’m not gonna yuck your yum!! you’re havin’ fun with them and that’s good! that’s okay!! do you own any merch from that franchise?

OOH !! what was your favorite movie as a kid? do you still like it now? i dont think i can ever stop liking something once I start, i still love the The Nightmare Before Christmas as much as I did the first time I watched it as a lil’ kiddo!!

and- and I think gum counts as candy, actually!!! my favorite gum flavor is strawberry. funny how it’s a opposite to yours, huh? oh , ya- I like spearmint gum whenever I need to feel grounded. its such a strong flavor, it pulls me outta any itchy scratchy yucky thoughts and makes me feel more in-tune with my surroundings!! maybe you should try that. ^_^

I have a stupid amount of stuffed animals, all thrifted!!! i buy all my clothes from the thrift, so sometimes i’ll see a cute little stuffed animal peeking out from the toy area , and then i feel bad leaving them behind! like, im not a monster!! somebody left them behind and i’ll take em home!! i have too , too many. my bed’s completely overtaken by them!!

my favorite stuffed animal I’ve got’s of a death-head hawkmoth. i think that you’d like them, they give off a similar vibe to you!!! the moth, not the stuffed animal. they’ve got a skull on their backs and they’re black-brown n’ yellow!!! you’d think they’re rad. they remind me of you.

and, woah— right on the money ,, I didn’t know I was that obvious! I didn’t mean to spam-like your stuff. you just.. you’re cool and I got overexcited about learning things about you.

- guess anonymity is over,, @rottingwiththebugs 🐜🐜

nah, i'm not a good person. if you actually knew me, you'd know i'm the vilest piece of shit disguised. just because i let you talk and i answer your questions doesn't mean i'm a good person. it means i'm...lonely. bored.

yeah, the terrifier films aren't to everyone's taste. they're actually stupid as fuck. but the gore keeps me from disassociating, so i like it. i don't own any merch, i'm too broke for that. i'd love to, like, dress up as art the clown one day. that'd be funny. and i'd actually feel okay going outside for once. people would be scared of me instead of the other way around.

sure, i'll try the spearmint gum thing. i don't know if it'd help, though. pain is one of the things that keeps me the most grounded. kind of ironic. since pain is the whole reason i have this fucked up brain in the first place.

it's cute you have so many stuffed animals. you're hella empathetic, you know? i mean—i think you are. don't know if you'd agree. if i'm making it up or something. we're talking through a fucking screen. but, yeah, the hawkmoth thing is sweet. i don't know how i remind you of them—again, the fucking screen thing—but it's nice to actually be thought of.

right on the money, huh? does that mean i win some? only half joking. but i've looked at your blog and your pretty cool, too. i mean, you're talking to me so you must be awesome. joking.

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i’d.. I’d like that, a lot actually. would you want to, caiti? i’ve got my camping van , I’d be able to get us everything we need!! I- I think it’d - it’d be fun! :-D

i fucking hate jersey

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mhm,, the woods are my home. if i had it my way, id live there for the rest of my life. I feel so out of place in Jersey.

i wish.. i had a person to call home. maybe then I wouldn’t wanna run so bad.. :-(

i fucking hate jersey