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i just keep switching from wanting my family to know that i’m severely mentally unwell to never wanting to tell them anything. (。ヘ°)

any jirais relate? (*^o^)人(^o^*)

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im so good at this 🤣🤣

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scratching over partially healed sh to feel some kinda pain without cvtting so technically you’re still sober>>>>

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shit why are they taking so long??? istg if they find my cigs im DONE FOR

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i hate the obviously good relationship the people in this waiting room have with their mothers

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istg if they put me on some suicide watch type shit im gonna kill someone

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the psychiatrist asked a bunch of questions and i am NOT sure i bullshitted well enough… 😨

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PSA for Jirai:

Please please please stop tagging your vents with the NSO tags, people browse those tags for NSO stuff, Not Vents!!!!

This is not me being mean, this is me asking you to consider other peoples wants and comfort!!!

(It’s also spam tagging and can get your account reported)

(We have a bunch of Jirai tags please just use those)

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I love my jirais who are into witchcraft and or spirituality 

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group jirai meeting where we are all rotting together and scrolling through tumblr when

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forcing myself to watch horrible shit just to get worse >>>>>>

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i hate when people talk about my height. i hate being told how ‘short’ i am. to them its just a teasing comment but to me its a reminder. a reminder of sleepless nights and caffeine and empty stomachs. insomnia, addictions, and eating disorders. its a pass away comment for everyone else. but im so very affected by it. and for what? its such a small thing. jfc i need to get a grip.

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I don’t understand people at all. They make no sense. Why should I care for the feelings of people who aren’t me? It’s not my problem if my words hurt them. In fact, it doesn’t matter to me at all. I’m better than them and I know that fact. It’s not my fault if people are offended or suffer because of that. They could rot for all I care. As long as I’m alright, what does it matter?

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#relapsed #recoverywho??

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"you're so idiotic for wanting to throw your life away" I don't understand why people give a damn it's not your life worry about your own why do people care so much? Why do people not want peace? Literally just focus on yourself and mind your own fucking business