rotteddyke

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having Ana but not being able to control the food in ur home <<<<

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me (delusional): recovery can't be worse than this

me (also delusional): must be 99 p0unds must be 99 p0unds must be 99-

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my fave th1nsp0!!

being so small that you barely take up any space...

i am TIRED of being so big and wide that i immediately take up all the space available around me.

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😌

Take your supplements! They are important!

[rotteddyke]

its a slow progress, but dont make it slower by quitting. do it now or regret it later

[rotteddyke]

thinking ab the fact my ed will always be there somewhere in the back of my head like it literally never ends i am cursed for the rest of my life

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[rotteddyke]

sorry i didn’t answer your message im consumed by a grief that never leaves me and everything feels pointless and agonizing, i have nothing funny or uplifting to say and have spent my days sitting in a dark room grappling with a deep seated emptiness i cannot explain or fill, i hope you’re doing well though talk soon

[rotteddyke]

you dont have to eat.

no matter how hungry you think you are or how much you think you need food you dont.

have control.

[rotteddyke]

my fridge if i lived on my own:

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When ppl r complaining abt being a weight that's lower than my igw

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To be a perfect canvas 🦇 🌹 🐍

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To be small…

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grocery shopping while having an ed is literally just [picks up item] [turns it over] [reads nutritional label] [puts it back] [picks up item] [turns it over] [reads nutritional label] [puts it b

[rotteddyke]

Th1nsp0 <33

[rotteddyke]

a binge always starts with "one bite won't hurt" remember being hungry hurts less than the disappointment after a binge

[rotteddyke]

By me for u