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[rosetta35678]

TAINT.2

You found yourself at the bar with your other’s teammates,your finger tangling and untangling the stands of your hair that fell over your face.You were there to forget about the Lieutenant that had you biting your nails at the simple thought of him looking at your eyes,but nevertheless,you found yourself searching for him sat on one of the bar chairs.You wanted to ask someone if he was coming,whoever,you needed to know,however,you forced yourself to keep silence,you didn’t wanted to ruin the night for yourself,you needed to look forward to make you forget the dark-eyed man that had you jumping on tiptoe every time he even speak.

“Drink?” The bartender suddenly asked as he rose his hands,offering you one of the two tiny cups of whiskey with a big smirk on his face,he clearly noticed the way your head spun around every entrance of the bar looking for someone ,but he didn’t know that someone was the face-covered man with a fame of being more cold than the arctic.

You hesitated,pressing your lips as you raised your hand a bit before taking the cup into your delicate hands.It smelled strong,the yellowish color standing through the glass of the cup,no ice,just pure whiskey.You were about to swallow it,until you spotted a known face on the crowd,it was him,and he was walking directly towards you.

Your eyes went as wide as they could,feeling the nervousness spreading to all parts of your body,damn,that man was really something.

After seeing how close he was,you took an impulsive decision;you swallowed it down your throat in one sip,the glass clicking with the table once you put it back,feeling the burning sensation of the alcohol and his strong nature.

“Huh,big fan of whiskey,I see?” He murmured taking a seat by your side in the bar.You couldn’t keep your eyes for yourself once you saw him,he wasn’t using his military clothes, Instead he was wearing black pants and a shirt of the same color, however, his balaclava did not go away.

“Ah,yeah…” you murmured,your tongue tangling with the words,and you didn’t even know if you were starting to get intoxicated or if was that fucking man sat by your side who made you stutter like a school girl.However;you lied,you didn’t even drink usually and you weren’t a big fan of strong drinks because you were sensitive as hell to the alcohol.

“Aight…” he murmured,but he chuckled as he ordered the same drink you had before.

You didn’t know if the alcohol was starting to take over that quick,but you were focused on him,god,he looked so goddamn hot with his left hands leaned on the table while his other hands was under his jaw supporting his face.Your eyes wandering on his exposed arm tattoos as you could notice how big and venous his hands were,and you bit your lip when a sudden flash of how would be if he choke you with them crossed your mind.

While you keep drinking along him while you both talked about anything,your drinks were taking over your system and you keep watching every detail on Ghost,he had to force himself calm down.Fuck,that small black dress of yours was making him go crazy,he could see how it sticked perfectly to your prominent curves and god,those legs…

He had to close his eyes and take a deep sigh,repeating himself mentally your age over and over again,as to remember himself he couldn’t allow himself to touch you,he couldn’t allow himself to taint you just for release that lustful feeling you just made him feel.

But you didn’t make it any easier when your tiny hand wandered by his thigh above his pants,your narrowed eyes,dry lips and vulnerable expression made it clear.

“I think I’m not sober” You murmured,your tongue tangling with your words,bight of your hands on his thighs as your innocent eyes looked at his,you eyelashes almost blocking your own gaze,you were already drunk,drunk and too fucking sexy for his well being.

No,you definitely weren’t.He slid the tip of his tongue above his think lip,feeling the alcohol of the whiskey tickling his throat.

“I’ll drive you home.” He spoke,he was fighting against himself to not touch you in the inside but someway he managed to look that cold and calculating towards you that was impossible for you to guess what he was really feeling.

“I don’t want to cause you problems.” You answer him,shaking your head at the sides as your hands keep placed on his thighs above the rough denim of his pants.You weren’t really noticing that,and less how he fought against himself to not slid your hands higher until you reached his groin.

“I wasn’t asking” His hoarse voice made in sound like an order,shaking his head to disperse the thoughts that were popping in his head that included you,him,and a room.You finally accepted,following him to the exit while you stumbled with your heels,feeling tipsy,but he stopped right there.

“Lemme have a cigarette first,you can wait in the car if you feel cold or dizzy.” He murmured,opening the door of the car as his right hand gestures you to sit.

You sunk your ass on the leather seats,for some reason they weren’t cold,your legs dangling on the outside of the car as he was stood in front of you,searching for his cigarettes accompanied with a rustic grey lighter in his pants.

Your gaze focused on how he lifted his balaclava till the bridge of his nose,your eyes focusing on his white skin,thin lips and the slightest glimpse of the scars that covered his face.

As he inhaled the first smoke and let his middle and index finger hold the large but thin object,he positioned his hand on the door he opened before for you,leaning to you but not too close in order to not make you inhale the smoke he was disposing.

“You smoke usually,are you an addict?” You questioned tilting your head aside,his eyes went wide and a chuckle escaped accompanied with the smoke of his cigarette,your question was so bold that could even sound like a scolding.

“Probably.” He answered once his laugh subsided,he leaned his head to the side,licking his lips with the tip of his tongue while his index and middle finger were holding the cigarette in place as his gaze sneaked up by your curves,your dress,and goddamn…those legs.He couldn’t tear his gaze of you,hell,he could bet that if he wasn’t smoking he would be drooling.

Even tho it wasn’t a lie and he probably had a problem with the nicotine,he wasn’t smoking for some desperate wish of nicotine,he smoked for other desperate wish;you.Hell,he was fighting with himself as his eyes looked at your sleepy ones.

He shouldn’t touch you,no,he couldn’t,and much less now, you were intoxicated with alcohol, he could notice with a simple glance how your head was spinning and your eyes closed from time to time.

You,by your side,didn’t knew how much the alcohol took over,but you were feeling more and more confident.Maybe too much confident.

“Lieutenant,kiss me” you murmured,your sleepy gaze searching for his as your hands held the sides of his coat,if you were sober,you would never have the courage to ask him for that.

He almost chocked with the smoke that he was disposing,hell,you were such a tease right now,but he couldn’t bring himself to touch you.He closed his eyes,bitting his lips as he tried to look calm.

“What?.” It was a rhetoric question,he heard you pretty well.

“Kiss me.” You repeated without not even a glimpse of shame since the alcohol in your system made sure that you didn't feel it.

“You’re drunk,doll.” He groaned,crossing his arms above his chest,still holding the cigarette as he took a deep breath.

You were such a tease,hell,he was dying to touch you,to kiss you…but you were drunk,and he wasn’t going to take advantage of that.

[rosetta35678]

TAINT.1

“Lieutenant,where should I put these?…” You inquired,your voice nuzzling his ear even tho you weren’t even close to him,your hands holding a pile of documents he had assigned you previously to fill.

His dark eyes focused on your tiny hands holding the documents,your hands seemed too fucking delicate yo the military outfit you were wearing,and he had to force his thin lips together in a straight line to suppress the groan that threatened to come out in a muffled sound due his balaclava while his mind wandered with the things he could make your tiny hands do.

“Here.” His gloved hands keep holding a document on his calloused and gloves hands trying to keep his calm.Pointing at his desk with his gaze.

Even tho he would never admit it;he liked you,a lot,but he would never say it out loud,hell,it was wrong,he would bet you didn’t even had kissed someone yet.You were simply too young for him,you were barely eighteen,barely an adult that recently joined the military and was assigned to take care of documents because your abilities didn’t fit any other charge,and he,he was a grown man,with years of experience on the military and thirty four goddamn years,hell,he could be your father.He couldn’t allow himself to taint you like that.

And he really hated himself for the way he stared at your body sometimes,like right now,by example…He found himself staring at the curves that peek from your military uniform while you stood there waiting for his next order.

“You can leave,Y/N.” He murmured calmly,as cold as always even tho he was cursing himself as you nodded and leaved his office,Fuck it,he made you uncomfortable.

Or at least that’s what he thought…because you would be definitely not uncomfortable if you had noticed his attention and the way his gaze lingers on every inch of your curves every time he had the chance to look at you.

You cursed yourself internally for how much you liked him while you walk through the dark hallways of the base towards the cafeteria.It wasn’t even for the age gap,you couldn’t care less about that,you were already an adult and you knew perfectly fine what you wanted,and you wanted him.

God,it drives you crazy the way his icy eyes seemed to pierce your soul,how his thick British accent made even more hotter and sexier his hoarse voice.‘Cause,hell,you liked him a lot,but you never took any step forward since from your point of view;he’s always cold and professional towards you.He was your lieutenant,you couldn’t risk to make things uncomfortable for both of you because some not mutual feelings.

You didn’t even noticed when you had arrived to the cafeteria,you seemed to snap out of the storm your thoughts were right in front of the doors,so you just sat on a table with your other teammates.

“We should go for some drink today,whatcha’ think,Y/N?” Soap quickly suggested you with his usual bubbly and energetic personality,leaning on the table,you were about to turn him down but he spoke again,this time in a whisper. “Maybe it could help you to forget about him.”

Damn,he definitely got you now.