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16.08.2025 (sat)

Ypt hrs ≈ 7 H 30 M

💤 8 hrs 💤

finished off ch:1 relations and functions in math.

done w ch:2 inverse trig as well (ws left)

finished off my bio project (might add diagrams later if i feel like it’s needed.)

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for math, i usually start by reading the textbook (which ik some ppl find weird lol). i like going through the examples and exercise questions thoroughly before moving on to the worksheet problems given by school. that way i feel like i’m covering the basics properly before tackling extra practice. I also like annotating the heck out of my readers too.

as for today, after studying for most of the day, i was pretty drained. ended up playing solitaire for a while (my current obsession. have always loved em but it has been a while since I played like this.) until my brain felt like it was shutting down. then i switched over to working on my project, which i continued with until I went to bed. i don’t count those hours on ypt (:

MWAH (love y'all)

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vision for the rest of 12th grade because i actually need to lock tf in

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So, I know it has been a while. These past few weeks where I’ve kinda been offline, tho I did procrastinate a lot I did manage to get some work done. Like my Physics project, almost done with my Bio project, completed some notes, and am almost done with Chapter 1 of Math.

For me personally, when things get overwhelming I like to retract into my shell, which meant me not posting stuff (though I lurked around every day here lol, cuz I’ve got 0 social life). Even if I managed to do something, it doesn’t feel like it’s worthy of being posted.

Some other stuff happened too. I met a really close friend who I hadn’t seen since Term 1 of 11th today and it was so nice. She is like the only old friend I feel like I have actively kept in contact with. I also met the doc almost 2 weeks ago, who told me I kind of had my cast a bit lower when in reality my injury should’ve required a higher one, so I ended up getting another cast, which I’ll be removing soon (fingers crossed). According to him, i should have had the cast one for a max 5 weeks but I'm on week 7 lmfao.

This whole vacation felt like one of those times when everything is so boring that I doomscrolled on purpose (mind you, I hate short-form content and doomscrolling) because I had nothing else to do or nothing that I wanted to do. That was until I got really sick and started spiraling about everything, when I realized that I was too overwhelmed, so I did what I always do… nothing😀.

I managed to come up with a plan, but then more stuff kept getting piled on, which brings me to my state right now, where I don’t really know what to do. I think I’ll go on with my original plan, which is revising (or more like re-studying) everything I studied in Term 1, because I was messing around and not listening in classes. The thing is, I have mock tests coming up (18 of them, in fact) covering both Year 1 and Year 2 topics, most of which I don’t know. I’m genuinely confused about what to do, and I also have loads of backlogs too.

One thing I figured out is that because I had so many things to do and such little time, I would pile way too much onto each day’s plan, which meant I’d have 0 energy for the next day. That led to me burning out pretty fast, and the whole cycle would just continue. I also haven’t figured out the sleep schedule thing. If I wake up early, I can’t seem to fall asleep early, which leaves me sleep-deprived (plus all the other stuff). And if I don’t wake up early, I end up waking really late, which ruins my mood, y’know?

Hopefully as times goes on i'll figure out stuff (:

(also new theme !!)

stay safe ~~

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hey there!!! fellow neet student here (im in 11th heheh)

i have to ask, what kind of app/website do you use to track productivity?? because i have tried soooooo many and almost all of them require some sort of payment/subscription. so like it'd be awesome if you happen to know some free ones :)

Heyy theree :D

The app i use is called yeolpumta / ypt. Its an absolute banger to track study time or breaks especially if u struggle with time management like me !! aaaaand its free.

U can also join groups (or make one) with ppl who have common goals like study hrs or exams. For me personally the pressure helps.

Hope this helps you <33

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One of my 13 reasons fr

hate hate HATE physics ncert textbook, why do i have to untangle the words and fill in the steps of the derivations myself (at least mention how u got from this to that omg!!)

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Update cuz I'm done with all the record work. Gonna binge all the project works now lol

to-do (06/07 → 30/08)

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» BIO

project

asgt (qp)

notes

» CHEM

project

record

mcq

notes

» PHY

qp

project

record

notes

hol ws

» MATH

hol asgts (3)

Record

Qp

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23.07.2025 (wed)

Study hrs ≈ 1:15 hrs

Lec 1 of moving charges & magnetism

Wrote 3 expts of chem record

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20.07.2025 (sun)

Study hrs ≈ 1:20 hrs

Lec 3 of ray op (not completed)

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Didn't do much today bc I was in a really bad mood bc despite waking up early for the past few days it takes forever to fall asleep so i was kinda sleep deprived AND I started my period. So I was in bed all day :(

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19.07.2025 (sat)

Study hrs ≈ 8:10 hrs

Lec 1&2 of ray op

Lec 1 of human microbes n diseases

Lec 3 of halo

Wrote Expt 1 of chem

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18.07.2025 (fri)

Study hrs ≈ 10:15 hrs

Lec 4,5,6 + finished reading the tb + did eg & reader back questions of chemical kinetics

Revised Lec 2 + ½ of lec 3 of haloalkanes

chemical kinetics frkn broke me. did so many questions i lost count. kept messing up the final answers, and eventually stopped stressing about the numbers and just focused on understanding what the hell was actually going on lol

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Throwback to last year when I had 2 cups of coffee at like 9 pm like a frkn dumbass and ended up not being able to sleep until 9am lol. My first & only all nighter :3

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17.07.2025 (thu)

Study hrs ≈ 7:15 hrs

Lec 1-3 + reader + Q's of chemical kinetics

Revised lec 1 of haloalkanes

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I’m studying chemical kinetics rn which I’ve studied multiple times for school and i actually felt overconfident in it only to get almost every question wrong trynna do questions from coaching 😭

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𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗽 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 !

There's a difference between taking care of yourself and trying to fix yourself. There's a difference between wanting to feel good and believing you're not good enough as you are right now.

Your brain is wired to seek improvement that's actually beautiful but ur brain starts believing that happiness lives on the other side of change. It creates this story that once you become "better" somehow, then you'll finally be worthy of love, success, confidence, all the good things.

but when you base your self-worth on external things, your brain gets stuck in a cycle . U achieve something, feel good temporarily, then need more to feel that same high. It's like chasing a moving target that keeps getting further away.

what u need to know is the most magnetic people aren't the ones who look perfect. They're the ones who are comfortable in their own skin. They're the ones who take care of themselves because they love themselves, not because they hate themselves.

When you do things from a place of self-love instead of self-hatred, everything changes. ur energy changes , ur confidence changes. The way you show up in the world changes. People can feel that difference . The real glow up isn't about becoming someone else. It's about becoming more yourself. It's about treating your body and mind with kindness while you're working on whatever goals you have. It's about knowing that you're already enough even as you're growing.

You can want to improve things about yourself yes and still love yourself right now. You can work toward goals yea and still appreciate where you are today. You can take care of your appearance and still know that your worth goes so much deeper than what you look like.

The most powerful thing you can do is change your inner dialogue. Instead of "I'll be happy when," say "I'm grateful for what I have while I work toward what I want." Instead of "I hate this about myself," try "I'm learning to love myself through this process."

Your brain is like a plastic bag it literally rewires itself based on your thoughts. Every time you choose self-compassion over self-criticism, you're building new neural pathways. You're training your brain to be kinder to you.

The glow up that will actually change your life isn't about your appearance only , It's about your relationship with yourself. It's about glowing up your mindset, your self-talk, your boundaries. It's about realizing that you were just learning to see yourself clearly.

@bloomzone

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14.07.2025 (mon)

the day started weird af lol. Had zero motivation to study, so naturally i procrastinated productively by finishing my math record instead 😌💅🏻

not what i planned, but hey it’s done.