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Good news: its getting better. Heads up that this blog will be turning into an art study blog this year since I want to work on my portfolio in order to take commissions for college. :D

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Just realized I could've done this project a lot faster if I just actually worked with myself instead of beating myself up at every given opportunity.

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I crashed out for a bit so I'm gonna be back to square one venting on this blog because I'm mad at myself and my rage needs to go somewhere that won't make me wanna spacebar off a building. I'm just trying really hard not to give up right now because I'm actually so stressed out, but I'm trying to manage even though I haven't felt like myself in months and it's been getting harder and harder just to exist lately like wtf. I keep getting the headstart of maybe being able to get back into the groove but I always just fall out and it's pissing me the fuck off. Like I'm actually desperate just to feel like myself again I'm actually tired

4th quarters due in a week and I'm actually fucking losing it holy shit. I actually hate school projects more than exams but it's all my fault anyway because I haven't been logging down my responsibilities. Fuck my life

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4th quarters due in a week and I'm actually fucking losing it holy shit. I actually hate school projects more than exams but it's all my fault anyway because I haven't been logging down my responsibilities. Fuck my life

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there is always tomorrow

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so. bad news. we have to keep going tomorrow. good news is that I’ll keep going with you

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CSHposting my throat is scratchy and I need to sleep and I feel sick and I need to sleep but I have classes today presumably so fuck me

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MAKING A DOOR LESS OPEN

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oh yeah turn that shit up

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evil car seat headrest be like start smoking we hate you get lung cancer idiot

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more mspaint doodles!!

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when the beach life-in-death hits

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silly, unintentionally edgy stuff from nov 2023 (^_^)

based on lyrics from cosmic hero (it’ll be alright/fuck you!) and there, there (why so green and lonely) !!!

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"im gay"

"im straight"

ok??? well, I am a good person. I am a powerful person. I don't believe in evil. I think that evil is an idea created by others to avoid dealing with their own nature. I understand my own nature. Good and evil have nothing to do with it. I understand myself. I control myself. I control everything within myself. My domain is my domain. I can lie on my back and affect the lives of those I love without moving a finger. But I would only affect them in good ways. I don't waste time on evil. I'm a good person. Is this thing on? Do you know about Jesus? Do you really know? All you know is what you've been told. Listen with your heart. Sing with your heart. You've just been singing about girls. What do you know about girls? Fuck... Why are you so tense? You've gotta start singing with love in your heart. Is this on? Adam, are you there? A pain star has entered your house, but what are you going to do about it? Are you going to touch it? It only happens once every thousand years, maybe even two thousand years. And how long is a year, really? It's almost Halloween. I haven't done shit this year. It's been a summer—it's been a summer since February, I was in Australia. God. California? Then what? June, July, August, a month in Europe. I can't even go to Ikea anymore, I've got flashbacks. Fuck! You should see the lights that I got there, I think you'd like them. I think that– I think you'd like them a lot!Isn't this where...

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beach life in death save me !!

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stop trying to be palatable, stop trying to be palatable, stop