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🌿 Help Us Find Peace Amid the Chaos 🌿

Hello, friends.

My name is Mohammed, and I'm reaching out from a place of unimaginable hardship. My family, like so many others in Gaza, is struggling to survive each day. The conflict has taken a heavy toll on our lives, leaving us to face a grim reality, our home has been destroyed, and we are left with nowhere safe to go. 😔

I am the father of three beautiful children, and as a parent, nothing is more painful than watching your kids grow up, surrounded by fear and destruction. Mirn, Bark, and Mariar are the light of my life, but they've never known the joy of running through a park without fear, or playing freely like children should. ❤️

We've reached a point where staying here is no longer an option. The walls that once sheltered us now stand in ruins, and hope for a safe future is fading fast. We dream of rebuilding, not just our home, but our lives, somewhere free from the daily fear of war, where my children can sleep peacefully and smile again. 🕊️

But we need your help to make this dream a reality. Your support means more than just money, it's a lifeline. It's a chance for us to begin again.

Every Act of Kindness Brings Us Closer to Safety. Your compassion can help us escape this nightmare. We are asking for your support, no matter how small, to help us start fresh, away from the violence, away from the rubble, and toward a place where my family can heal and grow. Every dollar you contribute is a step toward hope. 🙏

Thank you for standing with us in these difficult times. Your kindness can help us rebuild our lives and find peace again. ❤️‍🩹

With sincere gratitude,

Mohammed and Family

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if you were me, how would you handle things such us your trauma, anxieties? how about feeling sht in everything you do?

would you have a brave heart and soul to face them? or are you also like me, someone who would ignore them just to go on with our lives because we're anxious enough to caught on whatever it costs?

nobody knew what really happened, even I forgot things unintentionally. It's like my brain is shutting down and I just saw myself down in the dumps, again, hardcore and thinking of putting my head on the block.

it took 7 years for me to finally consider to go back— it took me that long to realize that I needed him. I still need help.

so I did, and I couldn't even more prouder to myself, yeah 🥺 I did it.

and I hope you too, If you're having second thoughts to check on your self, this is your sign. step by step, you can move forward little by little 🥹

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(24/7 mental health crisis phone services): 09178998727 (USAP) 989-8727 (USAP)

NCMH Crisis Hotline:

Landline: 1553 / 180018881553 / 0279898727

Globe/Tm: 09178998727 / 09663514518

Other Phone number: 09190571553

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Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001

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parang lalo ako nadepress when I decided to go back to my doctor, since I've been pushing my self too hard emotionally and mentally, sa work, sa house, my relationships with friends with my partner and sa family.

girl, last time I consulted was 7 years ago and price pa nung consultation eh ₱500 lang :))) tas ngayon, ₱1500 na on top of it pa yung meds. Jusko---parang ayaw ko na magkaron ng episode. Ubos agad sinahod ko :)))

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for the past few months, I've been trying to convince myself and my man who would never see me as someone who is capable to handle things emotionally or mentally. I'm working my ass as hard as I could to prove that I am capable of something he thought I wouldn't be.

I was able to get a job on a good company, was able to pass training period and was endorsed to production lwhile getting sick and going home to him on province on my rest days, spend the money I worked for, just to prove I could be the woman, who is independent, working hard to be someone, and as a woman he like me to be.

but one night, I was thinking, questioning our situation, me working in the city and him studying in the province—there are times I get stressed out, always getting mad, gettin overwhelmed, overworked, overthinking of what future holds for me, for us. Will this be all worth it? would he understand if I became agitated of things I couldn't explain to hin?

as someone who was diagnosed of mdd, it's been hard for me since we started our relationship, and we've been together for 5 years, it hurts me 'coz I never learned how to cope with my emotions, I wasn't able to learn how to express my feelings well. I did not learn how to be me, with him.

I always feel I needed to be someone who he want3d, that's draining for me. Hindi ko lang maamin, pero nauubos na ako to be somebody else.

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Hello everyone. I’m reaching out for help, as my brother was rushed to the hospital last night after collapsing and vomiting blood. The doctors mentioned he has an enlarged heart, and he still needs to undergo more tests. He relies on me, but I can’t manage everything on my own. I’m asking for your support with the medical bills—I’m truly scared of losing him.

Just last August, I lost my three cats after they were in and out of the vet, and I haven’t recovered from those expenses yet. Now, this has happened. Please, any amount you can offer will truly help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

https://www.paypal.me/jcatmoonlight

Reblog this please 🥺🙏

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You don't need to be actively trying to heal all the time. And honestly, that sounds like a recipe for burn out.

It's okay to not always be focused on your healing. It's okay to take breaks.

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when I see something dated 2019 I think “oh that’s not too long ago” and then I remember that 2019 was not only five years ago but those five years have somehow contained several lifetimes

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Eh

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Will I be okay tomorrow? How about the day after tomorrow?

• Will I ever be? For the past years battling with (***), i always have these questions with me everyday, I'm too afraid to live a day without questioning myself if I'll ever be okay. And I don't know if it'll stop.

I don't know when, I don't know how. But what choices I have?

I don't ask for something more—gusto ko lang maging okay, yun lang.

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“Always go with the choice that scares you the most, because that’s the one that’s going to help you to grow.”

— Caroline Myss

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Kyut naman nito, parang ako.

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please don't do it marga.