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And still. —not enough. • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #instapoetry #wordsmith #poetry #writer #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #stranger #didntmeanto #truelove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #falling #tumblr #emovibes #piecesofmyself #Itsallinmyhead #depression #functionaldepressive #livingtodie #someonesaveme #enough #lessons (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrHe2umg5oA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=3rrssm12lte8

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#Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #mentalhealthawareness #stranger #didntmeanto #truelove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #falling #tumblr #emovibes #piecesofmyself #Itsallinmyhead #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #someonesaveme #mentalillness #december #itoldmyself (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrDP7PxAPQL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xwx98ozvqar8

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I wish I could have been. Fickle imaginations and broken dreams. The empty spaces where sunlight gleams. Broken parts of a broken heart held together by failing seams. The wasted words on wishes that could have never been. I wish. • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pinknotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #stranger #didntmeanto #truelove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #falling #tumblr #emovibes #piecesofmyself #Itsallinmyhead #depression #functionaldepressive #couldhave #iwish (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqUXUWXAs8p/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1mwgnwn0ntk1f

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#Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #daisies #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #birthday #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BplVY6rgrhR/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19y8ghup7rnok

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Maybe it’s because we were never taught. We were never told— The things that matter. The words that make breathing better. The constant pacing of every thought. The lesson my soul taught my heart. —how sometimes it’s necessary to simply fall apart. How sometimes all we need is a fresh start. • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #daisies #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart #thoughts #wastedtimes (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo6eq9ug4Vt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cghrqn6nsj1x

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My lungs—depressed. The silence of my screams. Words like places I’ve only dreamed. Like windows stained. Like canvas painted. It could have been different. The colors that all seemed alive. The sunlight on dirty glass. Like a kaleidoscope— Different but the same. Over and over again. • • • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #daisies #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart #kaleidoscope #alwaysthesame (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo6U9QVgOqq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1h73azzsr0ova

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It’s the physical the never seems to stay. The physical that always needs to walk away. It’s the physical that’s made love suddenly decay. —and I’m sorry. I just don’t know how to be okay. It’s the physical that’s got in my way. This feeling that’s —Fading away. • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #daisies #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart #callous #fadeaway (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo6P8YIguqX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=u37fczi6w3t4

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—effeuiller la marguerite A game my mind couldn’t help but play. I’d turn to every flower— On every petal I’d write your name. —she loves me, when I cannot. • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #daisies #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart #effeuillerlamarguerite #shelovesmeshelovesmenot (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo5zdDYAJO6/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=107vfphcvex4l

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— How does he put his hands on you. How does he let his feelings touch you. Are his fingers delicate Do his arms surround you. When he moves to caress you— When he whispers to your soul. Does the feeling still linger Do his words still echo. How does he put his hands on you? How do his feelings harm you. Are his fingers so callous and dirty. Do his arms suddenly choke you. When he moves to oppress you— When he tortures your soul. Does the nightmare ever end. Do the promises still matter. Still, Can you feel the rain from under his shelter— The drops once soft like morning dew. How does he put his hands on you? • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #daisies #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart #HowDoesHePutHisHandsOnYou #how (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo5J7YQATMP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=id5hog2yge0r

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—like a memory faded. • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #daisies #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart # (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo5Hyw-g4jF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14zgr0wybe3pz

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Like a moth to a flame—I will burn. • • • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #mothlamp #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart #mothmemes (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoyNMEWAqYJ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1g4dmvfqayeb8

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Lets fall like the season— Let’s find beauty in the end. Lost in places that fill my head. —let’s not pretend loves been our friend. • • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #blooming #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart #fall (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoyB8l6AvvZ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=agnv0ebx6zoe

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—the strangest thing, But when you’re upside down there’s always stranger things. like how you found me whole— In pieces, but whole. Held together by all the promises you told. Together we’d climb— Rise and Soar. —but upside down is what we were. And like a falling petal, we rose to the floor. All the times that felt so weightless— All the times we thought were soaring— Really we were clawing. Digging deeper. Carving in us all these holes. These endless cycles of tormented abyss. These blackened doorways that portal our minds. The empty echoes that whisper our names. —it’s the strangest things that connect our brains. 🎃 • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #strangerthings #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #blurred #mentalillness #wordart (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bow6xy2goAj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=nnosnyv8yel1

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Like a British sitcom, my hearts been Fawlty. Like a dead smart phone— Useless with so much potential But no, not broken. • • • —my heart is not broken, the series. 🎃 • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #piecesofapoem #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #myheartisnotbroken #mentalillness #wordart #butno (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BopQlwagS4u/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1r7yigrndl15

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Colors I’ve never seen, shades of blues and black in every tone. Pictures I’ve painted are now just lines on paper. Worlds I’ve drawn with words have faded on crumpled pages. Promises in poems I’ve erased. —but no, not broken. • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #piecesofapoem #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #myheartisnotbroken #mentalillness #wordart #butno (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BopOhcagN-o/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=olurfuw5byof

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Like a glitch in the game—no_sound_comes from this chest. Like the worst reverb—hearing yourself scream at yourself. Like the red_light_of_death_ —But no, not broken. • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #piecesofapoem #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #myheartisnotbroken #mentalillness #wordart #butno (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BopNgRiAaRk/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1a4qcuv8r5k5n

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I’m just saying *a banana split is a broken sundae* • • • • • • • • #Durbanpoet #Southafricanpoet #rsm #anxiety #wordsmith #poetry #pumpkinnotes #canyounot #mentalhealthawareness #piecesofapoem #ScorpioSeason #afterlove #brokenpeopleclub #brokenhearts #soul #pure #Fall #tumblr #halloween #piecesofmyself #october #depression #functionaldepressive #littlepoems #myheartisnotbroken #mentalillness #wordart #butno (at Durban, KwaZulu-Natal) https://www.instagram.com/p/BopMnXXgcFM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2dqk0ug5befb