romanoffsfirecat

[romanoffsfirecat]

i made a 9 year old cry today and my only regret is that i didn’t make him cry harder </3

for reference, he spit water at me and punched a bunch of other campers so i made him sit out for the rest of the time we were at the park

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tw: mentions of calories/calorie counting/body image stuff

no but the way body image struggle type songs flooded into my recommended today, when it’s the day i went back to restricting to 1200 cals 😭

did i end up spiraling into an intense period of needing to be at a much lower calorie intake the last time i started restricting? yes am i restricting again? also yes

i’ll be fINE this time tho gfkjdkjdfkjkj

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tw for sh mention

so uhhhh i slipped up like back in april, and the slip up turned into nonstop until i decided that i wanted to be clean by graduation, so as of today i’m officially four weeks clean :D

just felt like mentioning that somewhere HAHAHAHA but anyways hope yall have a great day!!

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so uHm, i have a ✨dilemma✨

i’m like 90% sure i have a crush on this friend, but i dont want to tell her cuz i’m 97% sure she doesnt see me that way, and i dont want to ruin the friendship

but like, there’s also this cute lifeguard at my workplace, and i’ve known him for a few years (definitely had a crush on him when i was 16 and we were in debate class together lol) but i havent seen him since last summer, so i kinda wanna try to reconnect with him

BUT I CANT TELL IF I ACTUALLY LIKE HIM OR IF IM TRYING TO MAKE MYSELF LIKE HIM LIKE THAT TO DISTRACT MYSELF FROM THE FEELINGS FOR MY FRIEND

so yeah 😭

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y’all we had two your mom jokes on our project for the math final and still got a 97 😌

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so i just found out that my first ever crush from childhood is going to the same (relatively small) college as me 👀

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so i follow this lesbian couple on tiktok who have posted about how they’re trying to get pregnant. i decided to dm one of them on instagram and talk about how i have two moms and how it’s awesome to follow their journey on tiktok to see more same sex couples having kids, and i even told her that i wrote a speech about having two moms when i competed in NSDA

wELL SHE REPLIED fjfjjfjf and said she wants to see the video so i just emailed my old debate teacher and asked if she still had the youtube link but AHHHH I WAS NOT EXPECTING THIS BUT AYYYYYY

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i just remembered that sex is a real thing people do sometimes and it’s not just a joke guys i’m heartbroken

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sooooo i might be getting cancelled on my main 😭😙✌

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so it would appear that i’ve made it in life 😌

the day i’ll consider myself a big writer on here will be when someone uses that fic finding acc to try to find one of my fics fghjfkjfdkj

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i want a sugar daddy/mommy but i dont want to provide the sugar </3

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no but have you ever thought about how much someone means to you and how grateful you are to have them in your life only to realize you’ll never be thought of the same way by them

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the day i’ll consider myself a big writer on here will be when someone uses that fic finding acc to try to find one of my fics fghjfkjfdkj

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@ people who keep the doors open no matter how cold it is, i hope your charger only works at a certain angle </3

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if anyone knows a way to stop assuming everyone hates you without actually asking them for reassurance, i would like your methods pls and ty 😌🥲

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never been happier to be 18 and of legal age

ANDREW IM SINGLE AND AVAILABLE 😏😌

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ok kinda nsfw but in an asexual way

does anyone else go back and forth between being sex repulsed, neutral, and positive 😭

like sometimes people talk about dirty stuff and i’m like ‘ew no sex is gross BEGONE HORNY PEOPLE’ and then other times i have the ‘you do you but don’t do me 😌’ mindset and even sometimes i see pics of nat and all i can think is ‘top me’ it’s confusing but i think i’ll just say i’m sex neutral cuz that’s what it is most of the time but 😭