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Late night hobby 🤭🤭🤭

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Something about the sea will fix all your worries.

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I stopped giving parts of myself to make people I cared about who were “going through a lot” feel ok. And I am proud of myself for that.

I can’t solve anyone’s problems. I can’t pour from myself anymore, especially to people who never reciprocate. Everyone will find their tribe, you will find your place. You will be ok. Or not. It just won’t be my cup of tea just as much as i’m not yours too.

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Feeling very lonely today. Grieving lost connections. Suffering ADHD paralysis and can’t get out of the rut I’m in.

And there’s this insane need to cut. Spending time on Reddit reading about other people’s s/h acts is kinda amplifying the feeling.

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Too damaged, too broken.

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I’ve mastered the ability to take back my love and affection from people, the moment they show me that they don’t deserve it.

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I hate when strangers perceive me.

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Happy birthday to me🥹🥳💓

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Ngl, birthdays make me anxious. My birthday I mean.

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A warm, enveloping hug from behind, and gentle whispers that everything is gonna be ok 🥺🫂

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Love takes varying forms and channels itself in numerous ways. I’m grateful to the universe for having allowed me experience some forms of it. I beg for more.

I hope for love that flows through me gently, its tide ever so calming even as it hits the shores of my heart. A love that fills every part of me, radiates my innermost feelings, and touches all who come around me.

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There’s nothing more hilariously painful than watching someone you used to talk to everyday suddenly give you excuses as to why they won’t talk to you as much anymore. Lmao. ��It’s work”, “oh school has had me busy”, “I’m hardly on my phone anymore”, but they’re actively on every social media app. Actively interacting.

You just have to swallow the pain, cos what exactly can you do even.

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Ever so often, I reread old messages of people I’ve had misunderstandings or falling outs with, and the very first question I ask is “how did we get here?”

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I’m craving the touch of the sea🥺💓

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Don’t project. Don’t project.

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Today I feel very lonely. And I have tried reminding myself that I’m loved, but I’d like to actually feel it you know?