rockbottomwithashovel
This is a wasteland, my only retreat
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she/her or fae/faer, 21, mentally ill emo. TW for sh, suicide, ed, depression, sa, ptsd and more. Back-up account is @privatethoughtsofscreamsforhelp
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rockbottomwithashovel · 9 hours ago
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Since the holiday toy drive post is circulating again, I figured this would also be helpful! Food insecurity is such a massive problem in America, in general, and if you have the means to help feed others, I think you should take that opportunity. Here are some other tips:
1. If you’re planning on donating items from your own pantry, please check the expiration dates on the packaging. Think of your donations as gifts to bestow, not castoffs to be rid of. It’s awful to think of people feeling like they got scraps someone else just didn’t want. Everyone deserves dignity with their meals.
2. If you’d rather give money to a food bank, that’s also great since they buy food in bulk and know what items are most wanted/needed!
3. Not everyone has access to appliances like stoves or microwaves or hot plates so if you can donate items that don’t need to be heated up, that would also be greatly appreciated!
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rockbottomwithashovel · 9 hours ago
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“Silent burden”
The tears are falling,
Your hearts turning cold.
An empath left to die alone.
The fist that bruises and a mouth that bites.
A history of sacrifice.
A dungeon of hope,
A desperation torn apart.
Wipe their tears, little brave girl.
A wish and a whisper away,
Is the home you desire.
Open windows, closed doors,
Stand alone with the burden of misery,
Until everything takes a toll.
Fall on your knees till they scrape,
Stand up straight till the wounds sting.
Brave little girl, who do you fight for?
A dream? A desire ? Or a fantasy you will never score?
An immortal destiny of despair,
Betrayal and sorrow, a suitable pair.
Once a lover, once a kin.
Now a statue of sin.
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Inspired by Vi of arcane. ( I love that girl. That show was magnificent) ( like sometimes I think about how much regret, guilt and pain I can see she has gone through and I cry. Imagine going through what she has. Each day, locked in a cell being beaten up, thinking only of your sister who you never wanted to abandon but have. Like, she was a child too. ) ( then the whole Caitlyn lesbian dictator thing and Isha/jinx dynamic, Vander coming back, chaos ensuing . ) ( like literal war ) ( the show is a masterpiece)
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rockbottomwithashovel · 9 hours ago
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rockbottomwithashovel · 9 hours ago
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how did he NOT go to the ER??? I'm so disturbed by reading this I need you guys to be disturbed too
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Things are happening on reddit
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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— Tony Kushner, Angels in America
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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tumblr staff will let the thousands of porn bots on here run rampant yet will take down trans comics with no actual nudity
i originally reblogged this post, but since staff took it down you can't fucking see my reblog anymore. well i liked this comic, i want it on my blog, and it does not include any fucking nudity. especially compared to all the straight up porn staff allows to go free
so here it is
untitled by Pas (paxiti), all pages from May 23, 2018 to June 22, 2023
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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it’s monday i’m in the labyrinth
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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who wants to see the worst thing ive seen this week
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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A friend once told me that when they are struggling with getting laundry done, she pretends it is her sworn duty to smuggle the young prince out of the castle to safety, disguised in a laundry hamper.
Now, when I am struggling with hygiene, I pretend I am part of a village with an annual festival, and I get one day a year to spend luxuriously at a bathhouse in preparation.
What my friend imparted on me was the skill of turning mundane tasks into fantastical adventures to make them more compelling and bearable.
So next time you need to go on a mental health walk, maybe consider doing reconnaissance for a secret underground organisation.
Next time cooking is too much of a chore, consider you ability to turn space station rations into a feast to the delight of your crewmates.
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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Do people understand that when you say “I’m tired” it doesn’t mean “I didn’t get enough sleep last night” or “I need more physical energy”?
It means I am drained. I have been fighting through each day just to wake up and do it again. I am tired of existing in a world where everything feels like a struggle and nothing feels right. I am tired of fighting negative thoughts. I am tired of waking up.
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rockbottomwithashovel · 10 hours ago
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hey guys hate to do this but we got fucked over earlier this month when the delivery guy brought us spoiled food in our grocery order so we're pretty much completely out of stuff to eat! if you don't mind sending a couple bucks to the ko-fi or sharing this post that would be great! donors are welcome to request a little doodle from us and we'll draw it for you if you want :)
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