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I turned my desk towards the window today. Something about avoiding staring into a wall behind the computer screen during winter time if I insist on sitting here so often.

It's nice I suppose. Watching the stars lit one by one.

But it's really awkward having these random staring contests through the glass with my neighbor having a smoke on her porch.

Gosh forbid I forget to shut the curtains now and then. Jikes

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My Christmas vacation is all over the place. This week I only worked Monday and Friday, and next week I only work Monday, Thursday and Friday. I basically have four different weekends within two weeks time.

Some might call it annoying, since it blows any chance to travel somewhere within only two to three days between workdays.

I like this though. Didn't want to go anywhere anyway and after one day of customer service, I can sleep in the next day.

Awesome stuff

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Denmark just roasted the US about buying them, break up their government and get free healthcare for all, as a comeback for Trump "jokingly" want to buy Greenland from them.

I'm all for well deserved roast, my Danish siblings. But is this really a good idea?

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This lass has been carrying a lot of lore in my projects. I usually draw her hair with sharp tips. (Pic 2) Then I wanted to know how she'll look like with poofy hair. (Pic 1)

My wife called it a 80:ies haircut when I showed her. I can't unsee that and I like it even more now.

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I wonder if it would be fun to use the new communities features on here.

If I can figure out how they work...

I'm in my late thirties. I'm running out of brain space and work slow! Okay?

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Merry Christmas, I guess

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I wrote a long detailed and bitter blog just ten minutes ago. I decided to not post it.

It was about my mental health. My doctors has writen me off for three months after telling me I'm probably just an unhealthy guy who hates himself. Nothing they can do but to send me off to book my own health control. That was their results after three years? Thanks for nothing I guess.

I don't know what to do. I'm bored, poor, bitter, lack confidence and is awkward as fuck...

I don't even gonna celebrate Christmas for the third year in a row for the lack of interest.

.... Shit. I walked right into that one

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Update: They called and as it turned out, my number was mixed with another's number. I was a backup if this first choice person didn't cut it.

Okay...

Backup?

I'm a bit jumpy now.

I got a phone call about a resume I sent to a workplace that was way out of my skill-tree.

This is what I get for following my therapist's advice to dare getting out there some more, even if I didn't have what the company was looking for. Mostly to work on my mental block problems and practice my letter writing. The worst that could happen is that they'll send me a "thank you, but no thank you" email, right?

NO! They called me! I was so stunned I couldn't come up with an excuse and say "No thanks, I don't who this "Rob" guy is!"

Now I have a phone interview with some higher up guy on Friday and I'm about to jump out of my window and sprint over the hills to get away from my bloody phone.

I don't know their line of security computer programming or customer service at all! I know how to use PC a little better than the average person for running this old potato of mine and I get anxious just ordering a pizza over phone!

The lady on the on the other line was friendly though. Thought I was act joking while laughing like a doofus.

Did they read my letter? Or did they just look at my age and assume I knew what I was doing?

I needed a light confidence! Not a mental crisis!

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I like working in the back of the store. All week I've received donations for the store and sort the items in the right category for price and quality checking team. It all has this "sketching" feeling that love most about drawing. Just the idea combinated with some logic and story basing while keeping a tempo. I feel great now.

I still am not sure why my coworker from the cash register stepped in to the sorting area smelling like gunpowder. What was up with that? He never answered when I asked. What are they up to over there?

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I'm a bit jumpy now.

I got a phone call about a resume I sent to a workplace that was way out of my skill-tree.

This is what I get for following my therapist's advice to dare getting out there some more, even if I didn't have what the company was looking for. Mostly to work on my mental block problems and practice my letter writing. The worst that could happen is that they'll send me a "thank you, but no thank you" email, right?

NO! They called me! I was so stunned I couldn't come up with an excuse and say "No thanks, I don't who this "Rob" guy is!"

Now I have a phone interview with some higher up guy on Friday and I'm about to jump out of my window and sprint over the hills to get away from my bloody phone.

I don't know their line of security computer programming or customer service at all! I know how to use PC a little better than the average person for running this old potato of mine and I get anxious just ordering a pizza over phone!

The lady on the on the other line was friendly though. Thought I was act joking while laughing like a doofus.

Did they read my letter? Or did they just look at my age and assume I knew what I was doing?

I needed a light confidence! Not a mental crisis!

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Pringu Ann!

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So a guy goes rouge and finish a rich guy, who is rich because he's not doing what he's payed to do and people croaks because of that.

All of a sudden, there are unlimited police resources to find this assassin when normally nothing happens.

They find his backpack that contains monopoly money as a sign on why he did it.

A reward was placed for any tip and yet most people don't care. Defending the assassin.

Then a restaurant worker, who needed money, report the assassin which leads to his arrest, but the worker called the wrong number and didn't get any reward.

It all ended up with that the restaurant this "snitch" worked for got bombarded with bad reviews by angry civilians.

Nobody wins, except maybe the rich.

... This is the most American thing I've ever heard

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Should I make more *chip from a can faces?" Want to have one? I got some concept right here.

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Made one for the wife too

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...

It'll do. For now

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Finland is celebrating a independence day on Friday. No work that day. A four day work week.

Awesome! Nice!

Now is this just me, or does shorter weeks feel longer than a normal ones? What's up with that?

This boi's anxiety has popped the cap of his head! And I keep loosing it too. When I had long hair it sort of hanged on my ponytail. Like one of those European water bottles.

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There, I finished something.

Goblins are fun