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It's just, i think I REALLY crave a love from a man

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I just realized that the reason I can't be in love with anyone is because I can't love myself

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Do you guys ever try not to cry at school

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Im literally Soo sad

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Bitch why tf am I Soo insecure

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I'm confused, and sad.

I never been in love and i wanted that, i like the idea of romantic thing. but I think is that no one ever showed me love ( romantically) or look interested in me even if someone ask me out or tryna flirt with me (which never happened) i never gonna believe that because I will think that they were only joking with me. Btw I have a lot of acne for my age, im very dull, i have an eyebag, I look like shit and i have a frickin acne scar that can't be healed. Compared to all of my friends and classmates i think I'm the most unattractive. And the most upsetting things is, that i already bought ALOT OF EXPENSIVE SKINCARE AND I STILL LOOK LIKE SHIT.😐

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Is it weird that i kinda hate my dad because he cheated on my mom 2 time in the past, he hurt my mom feelings like ALOT but he's nice to me and my brother. Idk if I deserve to hate him, he did a lot to support this family.

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I felt like my developmentis shitty, the development i only got for 14 years learning is that i finally can talk to random ppl without my heart pounding Soo fast. I need to do more for the past 3 years I'm gonna spent in highschool. I want to be popular, pretty, skinny, loved by everyone,fell in love with someone and smart and have many achievement, i want to have a normal teenager life, like goin out with your friends, mall shopping, watch movie together, the Beach, water park etc i want to have that.

Well actually I want to do fun things more with my mom and my brother i think that would be more fun than that😅

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How do you do commission in fiverr??

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I don't have any achievement in my entire life. I'm bad at everything. I think I can't go to college bcs I'm dumb and poor. I want to compete but I'm too lazy to learn anything.

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I've been thinking about what my mom said to me.

We just had a normal conversation and then we started to talk Abt me and my brother capability or talent. And yes I know that my brother is good at math while I can't even understand a single thing, he's younger than me but he know more than me. and then my mom said that I'm good at art but not a very talented, brilliant or the genius one (basically she's saying I'm mid) but then she said that she thinks that I'm a good writer, i meeann.... I do like writing but it can happened if I have a really big inspiration and i usually stuck at some chapter I'm doin on beacuse i lost spirit. Sooo yeah. I love drawing but I like writing and my mom said that I'm a good writer.😋☝️

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Satosugu edit in my fyp be like:

III WATCHHH YOUUUU.....

SOOO LONGG NICE TO KNOW YOU I'LL BE MOVING ONN

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Yk wht. I think I'm gonna make some Wattpad, and this time it have to be serious 🙁

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Kami dari 27 bulan mei [bulan mei]

Ayo dong bantai kami [ayo dong bang]

Klo elo punya nyali [kalo punya nyali ye]

Tongkrongan kami, bukan tongkrongan pecundang [pecundang, pecundang]

Kami siap membuktikan [membuktikan]

Cobalah daerah perkampungan 💪💀

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Me trying to watch Hollywood movies.

Falling in love with 35+ actor 💀

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PFFFTTT

This is Soo truee

This is how Robert Pattinson's Bruce Wayne sleeps by the way

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I've been attracted to Robert Pattinson since Cedric