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self portraits

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I‘m more of a yuri guy but theyre the exception I love you messed up doomed starter squad yaoi kissing them putting them to sleep and then brutally slaughtering them repeat

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they are awkward

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And you will surely be the death of me

But how could I have known?

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So, to explain a rough outline on my trans reading of STP (SPOILERS ofc):

we start the game as TLQ post egg crack but pre figuring things out, like her understanding of herself as masculine is shattered and destroyed. These fractured elements of a pre egg crack trans woman are what the voices are and represent different internalised stresses and coping methods and behaviours that come with it. The narrator represents the social pressure ingrained into you to reject femininity (slay the princess) and simply live your life with your only frame of reference for 'happy' being what the narrator/society tells you it is (The "good ending"), and the princess being the embodiment of transfemininity and more simply, the positive change you need in your life.

TLQ sees shifty as a princess because it represents a positive change to her and her relation to it: princesses are emblematic of femininity but also a distance from the common person, an alienation representing how TLQ feels alienated from herself. The mirror is used to show her grasp on her true identity, she struggles to see anything because she's alienated from who she really is, and the body, bloat, decay, remains and nothing after each route represents her stripping back the flesh and bone and external gendered characteristics to find out who and what she truly is, without the illusion of flesh to get in the way.

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I should start posting some of my "STP can be read as a trans allegory" theories here

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this was supposed to be a mr pickles centric drawing but since I didn’t know who‘s head to draw I drew jimmy mouthwashing so now I call it „jimmy gets what he deserves“

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mista pickles..

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early mr. pickles birthday drawing for myself and myself only yeehaw

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C'venash Vishneri in the flesh…or rather, in the hazard suit 👁

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Im bringing this back

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It's the voices I swear

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RADIO!!!

hoo boy the he/him is back again 😒

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mr evrart is helping me find my swag

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You know those dumb christmas costumes you put cats into? That. That but Den. Another wonderful request from EverestGale! Still have christmas doodle requests for epithet erased, murder drones, TDAC, slay the princess, cult of the lamb, ect. characters!

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🗡 "I'm not happy here. I don't think I ever was."

My contribution to Draw the Princess: Pristine Cut Edition!! This route was absolutely devastating, but so well executed. It was the first new route from the update that I got, and man... that was brutal.

I'm super happy with all the new content from the update, hehe.

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doodles from the past few days